CMA31: Ace's First Love
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Raine's POV
"Raine.." napalingon agad ako sa direksyon ng taong tumawag sa akin. Agad kong napansin ang namamaga niya mga mata at ang bahagyang pagkapula ng ilong niya. Hindi pa rin siya nagbabago, she still can't move on. She is still broken because of her.
"Shhh... wag ka ng umiyak Rin-rin" i tried to comfort her. I hug her tightly. Kahit na marami ng nangyari, even a year had passed. The pain is still fresh for her. She still can't believe that her Auntie is gone. She is gone.. and she will never come back.
"I know that.. she is already gone! But she is the only person that made me feel the love of a family. I.. I can't take the pain anymore. I am .. still the fragile and vulnerable.girl I used to..." she sob then cry again. She tighten her grip on me. Hinagod ko ang kamay ko sa likod niya, sometimes she becomes weak.
"Clarice... there is something I want to tell you.." i sigh. Napatigil siya sa pag iyak at naistatwa. I know that the prophecy is starting, the royal blooded has born. But the choices are still there. Walang kasigaraduhan kung ano ang mangyayari sa hinaharap. Ngunit, kahit gustuhin man namin-- ng LEGENDARIES.
Hindi namin mapipigilan ang pagbabalik ng ala-ala, at nasisigurado kong.. ako na lang ang hinihintay na maging handa para tuluyan na niyang malaman ang nakaraan niya. Ang tunay na siya.. ang tunay na Clarice na matagal nang nabaon sa hukay ng kanyang nakaraan..
And I know.. that this is for the best.. the best for them.
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Clarice's POV
"Clarice.. there is something I want to tell you.."
Napatigil ako sa pag iyak at naistatwa. Raine is being serious today. He is sometimes a bipolar person, and wheb I say sometimes. Are the times when something important.
"W-- what is it?" I can hear my voice is broken. Hindi pa rin ako kumakalas sa yakap niya. I need his heat. I need my guardian to be on my side. Simula pa lang ng mga bata kami-- well.. simula ng may naaalala pa lang ako ang sabi niya pati ni Auntie ay pinsan ko raw siya. But I prefer him as kababata ko at best buddie. We are very close even though I know that they are just lying at me by telling me that he is my cousin. The connection of him, being my guardian is a strong bond. And the moments like this would strengthen our bond.
"It's about Ace.." napayuko naman ako. What about that man? Kaya ba siya naging seryoso dahil lang kay Ace? "What about him?" I mumble. He sigh deeply by my cold voice. I still remebered this morning. I saw him.. I saw him kissing Alisa.. I can see through his eyes the love in his eyes..
And it is killing me slowly inside.. I didn't know what is the real reason why I am crying.. is it because of Ace kissing another girl? Or is it my longing for my deceased Aunt? I don't know anymore.. I am confused.. very confuse when It comes to this emotions..
"Reina Crane.. she is Ace's first love.." pagsisimula niya. My heart felt broken.. tuloy tuloy ang pagpatak ng mga luha ko. I still can't believe this.. yes! Aaminin ko na.. mahal ko na si Ace but hearing that he had loved someone else.. and there is no doubt na mahal niya pa rin ang Reina na 'yon magpahanggang ngayon!
It simply broke my heart.. "I guess, your saying that Alisa and Reina Crane is only one, Right? No need to explain! I knew it, she must be very important to him. He shows so much love, a love that I know that would last forever. " i exclaimed at umalis na mula run gamit ang paglalaho ko.
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"Clarice.." tawag sa akin ni Electo na ngayong nasa hidden garden at nagpapahinga. Tinanguhan ko lang siya at tumabi sa kanya. Pag usapang pag ibig siya daw ang dapat kong lapitan. Pero mukhang parehas ata kaming umiiyak ngayon dahil umiiyak din siya, nahihilaw ang mga bulaklak. It is because of my sadness, I control nature. Sa lahat ng kapangyarihan ko. My nature power ang naaapektuhan sa mga emosyon na nararamdaman ko.
"Why are you crying Clarice?" He ask with a soft yet broken voice. Napailing na lang ako. He tried to straighten his voice but he just can't do it. "Ikaw? Bakit ka umiiyak Electo? It's the first time I saw you broken.." what I exclaimed caught his attention. Krinus niya ang mga braso sa dibdib at tumingin ng napakalayo.
"There was this girl, that I had ever love-- her name is Selena. To make the story short, I am stupid enough to fall in love with her.. although I know that a human and a Legendary Electric user wouldn't be a perfect match. But still.. I love her, I love her all my life like how she loved me all her mortal life. But, we all know thatb things will never stay the same. We got seperated, I have my responsibilities here in Devarga and she also have her life in mortal world. I was forced to let her go.. I let f*cking her go.. And now that I realized that I had chosen is the biggest mistake I had ever made in my life , I quickly return to her but I was too late.. she is married with this man named Alfredo and they have kids. And through her sparkling eyes, I can see clearly through it the love that she never showed me. The love that means internity, that she will love that man forever even she die with that love.. and now.. I am still broken.. " hindi ko mapigilsng ipagkumpara ang sitwasyon namin.
"Are you willing to let her go even though you love her Electo?" I asked. He smiled bitterly and interwined his fingers together like reminiscing something in his mind. "I will whole- heartedly let her go.. even it means my death,just thinking that it would make her happy, make me happy to... for them"napahawak ako sa puso ko na kanina pa sumasakit.
"For him I am willing to let him go too.. at isa pa.. a goddess and a prince will never an ideal match.." i exclaimed at naramdaman ang pagpatak ng luha ko. Napalingon sa akin si Electo na may pag aalala sa mga mata.
"That is your first heart break, isn't it? It Really hurt like he'll right? I wish you'll move on now Clarice for the better future.. " He pat's my back. I smile bitterly at the sky, my eyes turning green. A sign that I am experiencing so much pain, the sky begins to turn dark green.
"Nakakainis last Ace.. akala ko ako talaga.. pero paasa ka pala.."
Ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko. Naalala ko nanaman ang sinabi niya kasama si Alisa or should I say his Reina.
His eyes is full of love, pero nakatingin lang siya sa akin. Our eyes locked together. Pero agad din nag iwas ang tinginan namin sa isa't isa. Kasabay nito ang pag bigkas niya ng mga katagang muwasak sa akin..
"This is Reina Crane.. my fiancee and my first love." He said coldly that diniinan pa talaga niya ang first love at fiancee habang nakatingin sa akin. Ngunit hindi pa rin inaaalis ang atensyon sa akin ay hinalikan niya sa labi si Alisa na siyang napangiti sa babae.
Siguro nga tama ang naging disesyon ko.. and starting from now.. I will avoid him to be able to heal my broken heart faster.. lalo na't pag dumating ang digmaan.. panibagong pagkasawi ng puso ko na naman ang mangyayari.. because thd day of the secret war is the day of Ace's wedding.. at sisiguraduhin kong he will be happy that day.. for him.. kaya kong isugal lahat. I love him uncoditionally, and until the end I will always love him that way.
Ace... I love you and Good bye..
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Hey Readers! I know na may nagagalit sa inyo may naiiyak (kung meron man) , may gustong patayin si Alisa for being Reina Crane. At higit sa lahat may naguguluhan.
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