In love with my teacher? ~ shoey

The bridge

Shane's pov:
I'm done.
I ran, I ran again, never in my life have I ever ran this much in one day, I guess I won't have to worry about that anymore. I felt my tears fall down mg face like a waterfall, I felt my feet sting and my heart hurt as if I was being stabbed. Joey, he's gone, he's dead, I couldn't even look back at him, I couldn't see him dead, my heart hurt and I couldn't believe that this had happened. Just 20 minutes ago I was being held in his arms, 10 minutes ago I kissed him, 5 minuets ago, he was shot. I wish I could have ended that relationship correctly. I wish I could end my life in a better way that hearing the love of my life scream bloody murder then never say another word again. I fucking hate Oliver, I hate the police, they should've put the handcuffs on faster, they should have took the gun. Then again, I hate myself, fuck! I hate myself. I should've jumped in front of Joey, I shouldn't have let him into this mess in the first place. Ugh I hate everyone I hate everything. I started walking, then stopped for a minute, I picked up a piece of broken glass on the side of the road, slipping it into my pocket. I screamed.

Shane: I hate everything! I hate Oliver, I hate this day, I hate myself, I hate my life!

Shane walked further, unable to sprint anymore, after spraining 2 miles. His eyes were bloodshot, dead. Tears streaming down his face faster then he was running earlier.
His footsteps got a bit faster in pace as he got closer to his destination. Then, he made it to a stop. The bridge.

Shane's pov: I looked over the edge, the tall structure overlooked the water underneath, about 200 feel tall, the bridge called to me. "Shane, its over" said the voices. I swung my leg over the side, thankfully, cars driving by were to fast to notice me. I looked over the edge, my heart pounding in my chest, tears streaming down my face. I reached into my pocked, I grabbed the glassI had found. I held the sharp object firmly in my hand and slowly moved it to my skin, slicing a deep curving my flesh, I cried, it hurt, it hurt a lot. But I deserve this "damn right you do" I heard the voices get louder. 1 cut,  4 cuts, 6 cuts, 9 cuts, I continued, my tears becoming bigger, my arm becoming weak. 12 cuts, 16 cuts. I stopped, that was enough, I through the glass into the water, that's where I would be next. I swung my other leg over the edge, my arms shook, I was shaking, in fear, I was scared. But this had to be done, I fixed my balance, my foot slipped for only a second, joeys gone, I need to be too. I was just about to jump.
"SHANE NO!" I heard.
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Mega cliff hanger on another short update....
oh well! It's  1:20 am and I need to sleep so I'm the morning, and I mean as soon as I wake up, another update will be posted, it's ready. I just wanted to leave ya hanging for a while.... hehehehe