From the Beginning

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From the beginning
I was never enough
Because I was sinning

From the beginning
I could never be
All that you ever wanted
All that you needed

I had never been enough for everyone
They all told me what I lacked
And all I wanted to have was someone
I wanted my heart to be packed

My hate towards myself
Are generated from what I lacked
So put your hopes on the shelf
Because I am a rose
Count your toes
Before I cut one off
Morbid experimentation of my mind
Coming from behind
Jekyll and Hide
I don't know that I hurt you
Till you're running

I live in the past
Because it's all I have
It will always last
Within me, there is a book
And all it will look
Is all the names that were good once
They were sweet to the tongue
But each one made me wish I was hung
Please stop adding to it
I can't seem to fit
All this pain
In such a young heart

For the wise got there by pain
My mind proceeds me
Because it seems I get hurt all the time
I'm too sad to rhyme

Just break the cycle
Next lover
Do not cover
For I know the ending you will bring
I know the ending
I wish I never knew

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