Stop Hiding

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Louis' PoV.

I was crying the whole way to the hospital. Myself in the back seat of the car, Harry in shotgun, and Liam driving.

You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're brought to life

We stopped In Front of the hospital, and I ran out of the car. I tried talking, but nothing came out of my mouth. Harry had to talk to the receptionist instead.

You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your father's eyes

We sat in the waiting room for god knows how long. Hours? yes. Definitely.

I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can

A nurse came out to talk to us. I couldn't pay attention. I couldn't look at anything but my tears dropping onto the cold white tile floor.

But for now you're scan of my unmade plans,

More time passes in the waiting room.

A small bump in four months you're brought to life

It's eerily quiet. Only the clock can be heard. Well, the clock and the light buzzing of the lights.

I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth

Tick-tock-tick-tock

If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you

Silence

you are my one and only

My heart beating so fast, but at the same time I can barely feel anything.

You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight

Tick-Tock

Tick-Tock

Tick-Tock

And you'll be alright

Tick-Tock

Tick-Tock

Oh, you're just a small bump unknown, you'll grow into your skin

Silence

Tick-Tock

silence

Tick-Tock

With a smile like his and a dimple beneath your chin

I'm left alone with only my thoughts. And right now, they are swirling the worst of things around.

Finger nails the size of a half grain of rice

Tick-Tock

Tick-Tock

And blue eyes closed to be soon
open wide

Tick-Tock

Tick-Tock

A small bump, in four months you'll open your eyes

Tick-Tock

Tick-Tock

And I'll hold you tightly, I'll tell you nothing but truth

Tick-Tock

Tick-Tock

If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you

Tick-Tock

footsteps

Tick-Tock

Oh, you are my one and only

Tick-Tock

footsteps

Tick-Tock

You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight

Tick-Tock

Footsteps

Tick-Tock

And you'll be alright

A man walks in, a clipboard in hand, and a sad look in his face.

And you can lie with me
With your tiny feet
When you're half asleep

Harry, Liam, and I stand up as he walks closer. I'm spaced out. It's like I'm unresponsive

I'll leave you be
Right in front of me

He starts to talk, and I drop to my knees.

For a couple weeks
So I can keep you safe

That's when the crying start. A painful, and dreaded cry.

'Cause you are my one and only

I cover my ears and close my eyes, but It keeps getting louder and louder.

You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight

I feel Liam places his arms around me, and that when I know That the screams, are my own. He rubs soothing circles on my shoulder.

You are my one and only

The doctor's words are like a siren blaring in my ears, killing me.

You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight

coma-

And you'll be alright

-and..

'Cause you were just a small bump unborn for three months then torn from life

....Miscarriage.....

Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware as why.

A/N:

Word count:
616

Sorry it's short, I have the next one written, so I'll Ootd it soon, probably tomorrow...... but anyway.....

Uuhhhhhhhhhh What?!

Yeah I'm sorry I wrote that....

What do you guys think about this? How do you think Louid will react?

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-Laylania