Lexa
I paced my tent, restless. I had only been here three days - though night had recently settled - and already I was going crazy. I needed to know she was okay, that her plan was still going smoothly.
I heard rushed footsteps approaching my tent and turned my head, stopping my pacing. Indra entered, "Moba Heda. (Sorry Commander)" She began, and I nodded fo her to continue - especially as I noticed the radio in her hands. "Clarke contacted me - she said she needed to speak with you." She said.
I nodded, taking the radio, "You're dismissed Indra." I said. The Trikru leader nodded and left. "Clarke what is it?" I asked, pushing the button before I spoke.
"Lexa. I know that you aren't aware of what's happening here and I'm a coward - I can't tell you these things in person. I'm going to be honest though. I'm scared for what's going to happen tomorrow but I want you to know that - no matter what happens - I-I love you. I love you Lexa. If I die tommorow then I die. But I have to say it out loud before I die. I love you Lexa, and only you. I'm scared to die. I can't be like you and just accept it. I'm scared of what could happen tommorow and I hate that I can't apologize for everything I've done while I've been here. The truth is I don't know if I'll be coming back. Not with what I'm going to do. So if I don't come back Lexa, please try to be happy. If I don't come back let someone take care of you for me. I understand now why you didn't promise we'd still be standing at the end of this. Now I don't know if I'll be standing for there to be an us. I want there to be and I'm going to do everything I can to make sure that there is but I might not make it. I have to say it one last time Lexa. I love you. And only you." Clarke's voice transmitted. Then the radio went dead.
"Clarke? Clarke?" I said her name, hoping that I'd get a response.
Only silence followed. Tears had slipped down my cheeks and I wiped them away furiously. What was she so scared about? Lincoln and Octavia were doing the assassination, right? So why did she think there was a chance she wasn't coming back?
"If you're there Clarke, then I know you'll be coming back."
Again only silence answered and I allowed the tears to slip down my face this time.
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Forever Yours
FanfictionThis is how 307 should have gone. This is what should have happened. Clarke and Lexa unite to fight against the challenges that face them. They refuse to give up, even in the darkest situations. More importantly, they find their way through life...
