Loving in Colour (Min Yoongi x Reader)

~ Fourteen: Apology ~

A/N: the concept photos for 'her' have come out and they all look fab. Yoongi has blue hair and I don't know how to deal with that. 

Yoongi's POV

I couldn't help but feel extremely mad when Jimin was the one to lead her out of the house, he had no right to just take her away. My anger just keeps building when I look over at Taehyung, who simply shrugs as they slam the door shut to our dorm. 

"Did you have to say that?" I rub the back of my neck, suddenly feeling it cramp a little. I'm not used to sharing my bed, usually I'd sleep spread out in the middle, not caring about taking up space. But having Y/N laying next to me left me feeling less lonely. I had to make sure she had enough space as well as making sure she was warm enough. 

"Sorry but like, just the other day you wanted nothing to do with her, and if you're only changing your mind because of how close Jimin is getting to her then don't. It's not a game." Taehyung says and gets up, putting his dishes in the sink then leaving the room. Jin's eyes meet mine as he gives me a sad smile, while Namjoon avoids any eye contact. 

"Do you guys think the same?" I ask them, seeing them look at each other than at me.

"Ani," Jin smiles. "You two were destined for a reason, I think she's growing on you and you're starting to tolerate and find your liking for her." 

"You know Taehyung always has your back, I don't think he meant it in a bad way, he just doesn't want to see you hurt again." Namjoon adds. 

"What do I do right now?" I whine as I take a seat at the table next to Namjoon. "Jimin has taken Y/N and he's being the support that I should be!" I can feel myself get frustrated just thinking about the fact that he gets to be there for her and I don't.

"You need to figure out what it is that you want first, the rest will be easy." Namjoon says, why does he think he is helpful, when he just makes everything harder? I make my way back to my room and sit on the bed, sighing loudly. 

The truth was, I had no idea what it was that I actually wanted. I do feel like Y/N has grown on me, and I've begun to like her somewhat. I know that that means that I am going back on the words that I have said to Taehyung. Eugh, I'm such an idiot.

I just can't settle for the fact that Jimin is more likely to win her over. He is everything a girl could want in a boyfriend, he was everything my sister wanted... The thought of losing another person to Jimin just hurts. He's my best friend, don't do me wrong. But if it wasn't for him, my sister would still be alive. 

Namjoon always tells me that I still hold a grudge against Jimin, even though it wasn't his fault that she got hit by a car on the way to meet him. I don't mean to, I don't think I do. 

The more I think about it the more I come to realize how much I am caring for Y/N, maybe it really is time to get to know her better? She believes that there's a reason why we are destined, so maybe I should try to help her and find out what that reason is. I was just about to reach for my phone to leave her a text when Jin screamed, making me grab my phone and run down the stairs. Everyone was there, including Jimin. So he wasn't with Y/N? 

"Jin what the hell?" I sigh, he looks mad and scared. 

"HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THIS HOW COULD SHE DO THIS!" I've known Jin for a while, and I've never seen him this frustrated. I take the phone from him to see Hyuna's new bands video concept. She was in bed with two guys, the other band mates of Triple H. "How can her company let her do that? He even kissed her and she practically gave him a lap dance!" 

"I'm sure she didn't want to..." Namjoon tries to calm Jin down, he seems more broken then annoyed. 

"She hasn't text me all day, she's too busy snogging E'dawn." Jin suddenly starts to cry into Namjoons shoulder, who takes him away into their room. 

"Jimin," I grab his wrist before he has the chance to walk away from me. 

"Look I'm sorry for dragging her out. I just," he sighs as he looks up at me. "She was crying and you didn't let her go so I had to do something." 

"It's alright," I say without thinking, I was mad for sure, but there was no need to take it out on Jimin. 

"She's at work if that's what you're wondering. Oh, and her shift ends at 5 so you have about an hour to get yourself there with flowers and an apology or something." He sends me a sad smile and walks away. 

I grab a face mask as well as my wallet and keys then make my way out of the dorms. If there was one thing I would do right today is make it up to Y/N. 

"Mianhae, I shouldn't of said you were ugly." I say as I make my way to the flower shop, thinking of a way to apologize. "Look I am so sorry, you're not ugly." I sigh and rub my temples as I arrive to the flower shop. The thing is, I had no idea what type of flowers she liked. What if she is allergic to them? What if she hates them? Calm damn Yoongi for goodness sake. I end up with going for a bunch of pink roses, they smelt and looked sweet, hopefully they will help me with the apology. 

After paying for the flowers and making my way towards the place Jimin told me she works at, I stand outside and wait for it to be the end of her shift. My palms feel sweaty and my throat feels dry. I forget about all of that when she walks out of the cafe, bowing at who I am guessing is her boss and wishing him fair well. Her eyes widen when they meet mine. 

"You shouldn't be here! Someone might see you," she says quietly as she walks right past me, making me roll my eyes and chase after her. 

"Y/N wait!" I gently grab her hand which makes her stop and turn around. I take the flowers from behind my back and show them to her, motioning for her to take them. "Y/N, I am so sorry. I do not think you're ugly, you're actually really beautiful, and I was just a fool who was too blinded about having to get with a stranger. I didn't think about your feelings, or the fact that actually we could work well together." Her shocked expression starts to worry me. 

"So please, will you forgive me? I know I've been a fool, but when I kissed you and had you close to me I felt like home. Let's start from the beginning? Please?" I beg. A small smile appears on her lips as she takes the flowers from my hands and puts out her hand for a handshake. 

"Nice to meet you, my name is Y/N." She introduces herself, her beautiful smile never leaving her face.

"My name is Yoongi, it's a pleasure to meet such a beautiful girl." I reply as I take her hand and shake it.

A/N:
So the concept photos for 'her' dropped and I cannot deal with them they're so good like asdfghjkl.