Loving in Colour (Min Yoongi x Reader)

~ Twenty Two : Strong ~

(Please read A/N) Y/N's POV,

"Y/N please, a bit of fresh air will do you good I promise!" My best friends tries to argue with me, but all I can feel is myself drowning in pity. It's not nice. 

"Fine, I need to speak to Jimin anyway, he is so worried he won't stop texting me..." I sigh. In no way, did I want to end up like this. No matter what, I know that deep down I knew that all of this was too good to be true. Let's be honest, Yoongi and I are completely different people right? Maybe the world didn't do that much of a great job when it destined us as soul mates. 

"Yay, put this on, it's cold." She hands me a jumper which I gladly take, snuggling into it and instantly getting sweater paws. I love baggy jumpers, it was a reason why I loved wearing Yoongi's, they were always baggy on me and allowed me to make sweater paws and get snuggled up. 

"So we can walk to the dorms?" Y/B/F/ asks to which I nod, giving her a small smile as she locks the door and starts walking along side me. 

"O-or maybe I'll text Jimin to meet us for lunch..?" I say, not really wanting an encounter with Yoongi after everything that has been going on. 

"Yeah, you've not really eaten, so it sounds like the better option." She agrees, so I get my phone and reply to Jimin, ignoring his 234567890765 messages asking if I am doing alright. 

Jimin, can you meet me and Y/B/F at ____? 

Sure, be there in 10, I'm glad you've messaged me:)

We walk quietly, maybe it's because neither of us knew what to say, because there wasn't really anything that could be said which could make me feel any better right now. Or maybe we were both just lost in our own little worlds, or maybe it was just too cold to be able to think straight. 

I look around, the feeling of autumn was all around. The leaves were discoloured and falling to the ground. People were walking around with jumpers as well as scarves, to make sure they stayed warm. This is my first autumn where I can see it in colour, and I love it just as much as I did when it was in black and white. There were also couples, walking hand in hand, huddling close together for body heat. That could of been Yoongi and I. Wait, is that? 

"Y/N, just don't over react, there could be a logical explanation." Y/B/F says, but my eyes widen in shock and my mouth opens slightly. There is Yoongi, walking along the path with Jihee, and it's not long before Yoongi makes eye contact with me. Jihee pulls him down for a selfie and he does nothing to stop her. Nothing at all. Before I can even comprehend what is happening, my legs are carrying me towards the direction where we are supposed to meet with Jimin. I can hear my best friend shouting after me, but I keep running. 

"Woah Y/N what's wrong?" Jimin's voice goes to instantly soothe me the moment I run into his arms. His fingers make patterns on my back, doing his best to calm me down. I just let myself cry into him, while he slowly walks us into the restaurant. Jimin sits me into the booth, my best friend sitting across me with worry and sadness filling her eyes. 

"W-we saw them..." I whisper, Jimin's hand taking mine as he slowly rubs his thumb in circles on the back of it. "H-he's with her..." I break down again. Why that when I finally find my happiness it has to be taken away from me? 

"Y/N..." Jimin sighs. "He has no idea what he is missing out on, you never know... maybe there is an explanation?" I know that he is trying to make the situation better, but his voice tells me that he himself does not believe what he is saying.