lxxxvi.

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                                              ̶ ̶ lxxxvi. PUTTING YOU FIRST.
                          my fingertips continue to graze you in such an unsatisfactory way that i don't know if it's even worth it to put everything i've ever known behind me just to grip on to you.
                          isn't it all sad? 
how i would put you first instead of myself because my heart only knows your name.

                          you've always been out of reach but the slight static that you bring to the tips of my fingers has been the only thing giving my breathing reasoning. 
                          i just need to realize that it should be my name that my heart beats for instead of yours.