The Real Savior (Newt X Reader)

Chapter 11

Loud music pounded in (Y/N)'s ears when she entered the room. The girl still held her hand tightly and seemed like she didn't want to let go.

"Where are we going?" (Y/N) asked her.

"I'm going to introduce you to my new friends," she said. The way she said it was like all was right in the world. As if the apocalypse never happened and there wasn't a contagious virus running around. It definitely showed (Y/N) that she was crazy. "They just got here a few hours ago."

(Y/N) was shocked when she saw Thomas and Brenda right in front of her. They seem to be partying but their eyes tell a different story. It's like they're having a conversation. (Y/N) could see that Thomas's lips were moving but she could t make out what's he was saying.

"Oh they look like they're having a private moment," the girl giggled. "I need to go but here's something to drink," (Y/N) was handed a glass of wine.

(Y/N) knew that she wasn't supposed to drink it but it was really tempting. Just a few moments of being numb. Numb to the world. Numb to the Flare and numb to her feelings for Newt.

(Y/N) was grateful that Newt is nice and protective to her but she knows that things can't go back to the way they were. She can't act too in love with him just like she is because she might scare him. So, she drank the entire glass and felt it burn her throat.

In an instant, (Y/N) felt herself smiling and laughing. She felt so carefree and happy. For once in her life, she felt so happy. She started dancing and jumping up and down. She laughed and drank a few more shots. She completely forgot the mission that she had in mind. That was until she saw Brenda and Thomas being dragged away.

Since (Y/N) was drunk out of her mind, she couldn't keep her balance as she tried to get to both Thomas and Brenda. She accidentally bumped into a guy who tried to flirt with her. When he wouldn't keep his hands off her, she used it into her advantage. She pretended to flirt with him and brought the both of them into an empty room. The guy thought that he was going to get lucky but he didn't know that he was about to meet his doom.

"So how are we gonna do this?" The guy asked. "Who's gonna be on the top?"

"Oh don't you worry about that."

(Y/N) lost herself again and let herself eat the guy. She was eating him until the door opened and the guy who held her at gunpoint earlier came inside, drunk as hell.

"Wh-What's going on here?" His words were slurred. "What are you doing to him?"

(Y/N) just took whatever she could find and threw it at the guy, thinking that he'll be too drunk to remember.

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(Y/N) woke up a few hours later and jumped when she saw that she was sleeping on a dead body. She screamed and saw her bloodied hands and clothes. She knew that she must've eaten last night. She was full and satisfied. Even if this wasn't her first time feeding on a person, she still felt horrified at what she did. She curled herself in a corner and cried.

I'm a monster. I'm a monster.

That's what she kept on telling herself. Seeing that everyone was now mostly asleep or in a strong hangover to move, she started to find where her friends were hiding. She herself was also suffering from a hangover but she didn't care. This was her very first hangover and she never thought that she'd actually have one with everything that's going on. She walked around with a searing headache and hated every little sound that happened.