Chapter 22

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April's POV

I've been running for the past hour, looking for Phil. I've went everywhere, his house, his magazine, I've tried calling him like hundred times but he won't answer. I then remembered something, the fire place! Phil had always loved going there, I started running to the fire place. I finally got there, I started taking my breathe. Shit, I've ran for two hours. I started climbing the stairs until I went to the top floor. I finally got there and saw Phil standing on the edge of the building. 'PHIL! DON'T!' I screamed, he turned around 'Leave April! I don't want you to see me like this!' he said. 'I WON'T LEAVE! PLEASE JUST COME DOWN! YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME!' I screamed, 'Just go.. I deserve to die' Phil said, 'I remember!' I shouted, 'What?' 'I remember, Phil. I remembered it all, and I don't hate you like you said. Sure, I don't know what to do in this situation but I also know that I can't let you go! Not like this!' I said, 'Now please.. just come down..' I said while moving slowly towards him. He looked at my with teary eyes, 'I can't. I love you and if I come down right now you won't love me back.. it'll take you forever to love me back..' he said. 'Did it take me forever to love you before?' I asked, 'No..' he said, 'Then it won't take me forever. Ever since I woke up, when I held your hand I felt something.. sure my memory wasn't in my head but I felt something.. I know that I can't say it now but I know I can later on. Trust me, I know I'll feel something for you.. if you just come down' I said, I started panicking and crying, I can't believe Phil wants to kill himself. 'Just go.. I can't wait forever. I caused this to you! I made you lose your fucking memory! I did this to you and I can never forgive myself!' Phil shouted, 'Just go! I want to die!' he shouted again. 'I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU! DON'T YOU GET IT!? I CAN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU!' I screamed at the top of my lungs. Phil started to move closer and closer to the edge, 'NO!!!! DON'T!! I'M BEGGING YOU! PLEASE DON'T!' I screamed, Phil looked at me one more time, 'I love you, April.' he said, I started crying and fell on the ground, 'I don't know what is it called, but right now I feel if you leave me, I'll kill myself after you. I feel that I'll be lifeless with you, and not just because you're my best friend but because of something more!' I paused for a second, 'I love you' I said.

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