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Ruin ~ (xSmii7y)

Age: 32
Warning: Angst

Request For:

(FLASHBACK)

"YOU'RE HURTING ME MORE THAN YOU HURT YOURSELF LUCAS!" Tears whelmed her eyes as she trembled and grabbed chunks of her hair. "W-WHY?" Her e/c eyes stared at Lucas, sympathetically. "why..?" "I don't know.."

I thought I saw the devil
This morning
Looking in the mirror, drop of rum on my tongue
With the warning
To help me see myself clearer
I never meant to start a fire
I never meant to make you bleed
I'll be a better man today

        "I'M SORRY!" He screamed, "I'M SORRY I RUINED OUR MARRIAGE!" He threw her best selling book at the wall, it's delicate hardcover that had been in great condition for years had been damaged. She cradle herself in a ball, huddling in the corner with tears.

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the time
That I never could

"I DON'T KNOW WHY!" He lashed, his hands frustratedly pulling out his hair. He looked back, the look of horror on her face. "A-AND I-I'M SORRY!" His facial expression softened, he stopped and stared at what caused all of this mess. "You.." He whispered, pacing back and forth. "You.." Walking over to her he screamed. "You..YOU DID THIS!"

My past has tasted bitter
For years now
So I wield an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today

She had done nothing to please him, she only had done one thing. Ruin his entire life. He growled at her, grabbing her by the neck, slamming her against the wall. "YOU DESTROYED MY LIFE!"

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
I'll be good, I'll be good

With that, the alcohol bottle broke into tiny pieces, piercing his skin. "I can't forgive you for that." He became trembling, stepping back slowly as he collapsed to the ground on his knees, staring at the broken bottle.

For all of the light that I shut out
For all of the innocent things that I doubt
For all of the bruises I've caused and the tears
For all of the things that I've done all these years
And all
Yeah, for all of the sparks that I stomped out
For all of the perfect things that I doubt

"I'm sorry Y/n.." He croaked, dropping to the ground and crying. "I couldn't stop.." "I couldn't stop drinking.." His bleeding hand was now getting wrapped in bandages, she shushed him. Leaning closer to him, she pecked his cheek lightly.

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times
I never could, oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh
For all of the times I never could
All of the times I never could

(FLASHBACK END)

"I still love you Lucas.."