Drunk Love || Jack Barakat||

Sydney

We had a pretty off week, i didn't feel comfortable outside the hotel so Jack and I spent the week watching movies. The boys tried to get me out the hotel but I truly refused. Jack and I went to California, Lisa and Alex went to Baltimore, Zach went to Hawaii, and Rian went to Nashville. I'm currently in Jacks house in California as we waited for our food to arrive.

"You haven't Said much since we left Florida." Jack said sitting next to me.

I stayed silent as I rested my head on the opposite side of the couch.
"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"Why are you sorry Baby." He Said putting my fuzzy socks on my feet.

"For ruining the boys trip to Florida." I Said sitting up. "They wanted you to go have fun but I didn't want to be alone, even when Lisa offered to spend time with me you wouldn't leave me, and I don't want to be that girl that takes the boy from his friends so he can get me food, or hold me."  I said. "I'm going to a mental hospital tomorrow morning because I'm obviously crazy." I Said.

"You're not taking me from the guys Babygirl." He Said

"Then you call me Babygirl and I become happy thinking everything is going to be okay, you are dating a girl with a eating disorder, an alcohol addiction, a past drug problem and I'm fucking bipolar as shit Jack, why do you love me, I don't even love myself enough to care." I Said standing up.

Jack shot up from the couch and grabbed my wrist holding them gently. "I love a 21 year old named Chloe Lin Jones from Upstate New York who has a love for bands people she cares about and loves traveling, because she's everything I ever wanted in life and more, I love a girl who is afraid to love herself, I love a girl who would slam another girl on the ground if the wrong thing was said. I'm in love with the Chloe that makes me happy.  I want her to get better and for her to love herself the way she looks, thinks, and acts." He Said.

He pulled me into a kiss and held me tightly against his chest. "I know you hate hearing it, but you're perfect to me, and I'm not going to stop loving you. If this is the kind of help you need tomorrow and you like the way they help for the week and you want to keep going there I'll help you and support you through it." He added.

I clutched the back of his shirt and let all my tears come out. "It's okay Baby, I'm right here, I'll always be right here." He Said swaying me back and forth.

"I love you." I Said softly.

"I love you too Chloe." He smiled.  

"Um... am I leaving my clothes here or am I calling Jenna so she can get them?" I asked

"Do you want to leave your clothes here?, I have a closet that I barley use." He smiled.

"Alright." I smiled.

I went to the sink and got a glass of water. "You have nice cups." I laughed.

"I have a nice house a hot girlfriend, and you complement my cups?" Jack laughed.

"Jack, the house that Jenna and I live in could fit in here." I laughed.

"House keeping." A man said at the door.

Jack walked to the and opened it slowly. "Hey dude." Jack said opening the door. The tall man that I could recognize instantly walked in. "Hello." The man smiled.

My body went numb as I was at a lost of words trying to push out the words 'hi'. I dropped the cup as it shattered into pieces. "Shit" I mumbled.

"I'm sorry." I Said picking up the big glass shards.

"Don't pick up glass Chlo, I'll have someone pick it up." He Said grabbing my hands.

"I'm Ashton." He smiled.