I walked to the front door and knocked. It was cold outside and I didn't have a jacket so I was shaking.
"Jesus somebody open the door" Mumbled to myself as I pulled my back pack up on my back.
Then the door opend revealing Myles?
"Damn your shaking" he said pulling me into the house and closing the door.
"Nah dip it's cold as hell out there" I said rubbing my arms.
"Hold up I'll be back" Myles said running upstairs.
"Oh your here thank goodness I'm gonna be late" his mother said walking out of the kitchen.
"Well you look nice" I said observing her outfit.
"Thank you sweetie" she said smiling.
"Well some how Myles managed to get the boys to bed befor you got here I don't know how or why but tonight should be easy" she said grabbing her keys and heading to the door.
"Well okay then have fun see you sunday"
"okay"
"Tell Myles I said bye"
"I will" I closed the door and looked around unsure what to do.
I would go up to Myles room but I'm not his girlfriend anymore friends go into friends rooms right?? I'm over thinking it.
Just then he came back down stairs with a blanket in his hand.
"You look lost" he said laughing a little .
"Yea...thanks" I said taking the blanket from him.
"No problem baby-" he stopped himself. I pretende I didn't hear him.
I went into the living room and scrolled through Netflix looking for something to watch.
"What we watching??" Myles asked sitting donw beside me.
"Im watching Suicide squad don't you have plans???"
"Nope they got cancelled" he shrugged. I could tell he was lying because any time he lied his voice got unoticebly higher but im around him so much that I noticed.
"Okay" I said laying back on the couch.
Myles slowly put his arm around me and looked at me to see it I reacted but i didn't so he kept it there.
"Ohhh the joker is cute" I said looking at the screen. Myles laughed.
"Nah Harley quinn is"
It felt a little akward saying that like super akward but i brushed it off.
I found myself getting sleepy and accident my laid my head on myles's shoulder.
"My bad" I said sitting up.
"For what??"
"Doing that"
"You were alright" he said rasing an eyebrow at me.
I really am trying not to like Myles its just so hard. The way he smiles and complements me his personality his looks it's hard not to. But I still think relationships are reckless.
"Alright" I put my head back on his shoulder no longer sleepy.
I honestly don't know what I want but i need to make up my mind I don't want to lead Myles on thinking were getting back together and then he is disappointed.
But that's exactly what I'm doing letting him hold me and stuff things i don't let normal people do. God i need to make up my mind because maybe when I'm ready for a relationship with him he might find someone new you can only hold on for so long to you give up.
