I Wait~ Wonpil Day6

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•Wonpil's POV•

- Wonpil, we have to go. We have song writing lessons.
Dowoon said, because I was still lying in bed.
- I'm sick.
I told him.
-Really?
He asked me.
- yes.
I answered.
And then I turned around, looking at the wall.
Why did she have to hurt me like that?
Doesn't she love me anymore?
When she closed the door.. and told me to go away twice..
it made me think a lot of things that just made it worse. I didn't want lose her again.

•Siyeon's POV•

- Jun, it's time.
I told jun. he was going to drive me to work.
- wait.. am dying?
He asked me.
- you're not funny you know.
I said, and rolled my eyes.
- Dowoon thinks I'm funny..
He said.
- I know. He also thinks you're handsome.
I said.
- wait, really?
He asked me, looking excited.
- yeah he talks about you all the time.
I said, and went to the front door.
- I'm gonna be late.
I said, but Jun wasn't paying attention. He was just smiling with his eyes closed.
- I'll let come with me to the lessons.
I told.
- ok let's go!
Jun said, and got up from the couch immediately.
I didn't think the guys would mind that I brought Jun with me to work. He even had a guest ID card.

We got in the car, and drove to the JYP building.
- are you going to talk to Wonpil today?
Jun asked me.
I had told him everything last night. After I cried for an hour.
But he started laughing at me after a while, so I laughed too. Then we ate ice cream.
I felt a little better today thanks to him.

- I have to... but I'm not going to tell him what happened yet.
I answered.
- the longer you wait, the harder it will be.
Jun said.
- hey what's up with the weather today?
I said, wanting to change the subject.
- it's called winter.
Jun answered.

When we got inside the building, we had to speed walk to my office, because we where late. Only five minutes, but still.

The boys where standing outside, and had probably been waiting.
- I'm sorry, did you wait long?
I asked them.
- yeah like 5 hours.
Jae said, and rolled his eyes. He seemed angrier than usual at me. Maybe he was just having a bad day.
- oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know I started at work at 5 AM..
I said, making everyone laugh. Wait. Not everyone. Where is Wonpil?
- is Wonpil late or something?
I asked them.
- no. He's sick.
Sungjin answered.
Was he really sick? I wanted to go see him if he was unwell.
I was getting worried, and I couldn't really focus on working.

I just sat by my desk, thinking about whether I should go see Wonpil now or just wait until I was done for the day.
- uhm. Siyeon? Are you going to give us something to work on?
Dowoon asked me.
Right. I hadn't really said anything yet.
- yeah Siyeon, do your job.
Jun said, and smirked.
- don't make me regret bringing you here.
I told Jun, but he just laughed and winked at me, making me laugh too.
- write about... lying to someone. But that it's better for them to not know.
I said.
- that's very specific... is that something you do often?
Jae asked me, and gave me a look I didn't really understand.
- except for Jae. You can write about.. how you're being mean to someone, and that you feel sorry about it.
I said.
- isn't that something you do often? Except the being sorry part?
I asked him, making Jun giggle and give me a thumbs up.

- why are you guys fighting like this? I thought you were becoming friends?
Sungjin asked us.
- we are.
Jae said.
- yeah totally.

• Wonpil's POV•

I was getting so bored that I almost left the dorm to do something. But I didn't want to get caught faking sickness again.
I decided to take a shower.
I know people usually felt like a shower is good way to think about stuff, but for me it was the opposite.
The sound of the water running distracts me from thinking about important and upsetting things.
Except when I close my eyes to wash my face. Then I think about some serial killer coming to kill me.
Really upsetting.

After I finished, I was on my way to my room, when someone nocked on our door.
- who is it?
I said, because I was still only in a towel.
- it's me. Uh, Siyeon.
The person said.
Why was she here? Did she come because she thought I was sick?
I didn't think she would care. In fact, I had been thinking all day that she wanted to break up with me. Because she liked someone else.
I opened the door. At first she looked me in the eyes, but then she looked me up and down, as I only had a towel around my lower parts. I almost laughed, but I managed to look serious.
- why are you here?
I asked her.
- I heard you where sick.
She said, looking concerned.
Maybe she did care. Or maybe she felt like she had to check up on me, because we where still together.
- why do you care?
I asked her.
- why wouldn't I?
She asked me.
- why did you tell me to leave yesterday? Why did you just close the door?
I asked her.
It hurt to ask her, but I just wanted to know. I had been thinking about it all day after all.
- I'm sorry. I was in a bad mood.
She said, looking nervous.
But then she just looked sad. If she was in a bad mood, she should have let me come inside. To comfort her. I would have comforted her.
- I'm in a bad mood now... I want you to leave.
I said.
She tried to take my hand, but I pulled it away. Then I gently pushed her out of our dorm, and closed the door.
- wait, don't do this..
She said trough the door.
- now you know how I felt.
I said, and walked away from the door, and went to my room.
Maybe I shouldn't have done that.
But if she didn't believe I could comfort her, how could I trust that she could comfort me?

She was the one who made me feel this way.

AN: I'm sorry I didn't update when I said I would.
I haven't been able to because I've been too tired. It's so cold here, so I've been having a fever the past few days.
Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Even though it's a little sad.
I just think that it shouldn't be all happiness in a book. It would only make it boring haha.