I Wait~ Wonpil Day6

#4

The next day, I slept until noon. I didn't have work today so there was no reason to wake up early.
I didn't have any plans either.
I would probably just stay home.
And do nothing.
Wait, I have to stop being like this.
Maybe I could go watch a movie..
I mean, a lot of people go to the movies alone.
Not tragic at all..
I decided to go.

I took a shower, and fixed my hair. I didn't bother putting on makeup, because I actually looked better without it.
I left my apartment, and walked to the bus stop.
I overheard a group of girls talking about a birthday party they where going to.
I wish people would invite me to those..
Oh, right.
I only have two friends..

Wait... birthdays.
I just realized it was my mothers birthday.
Should I call her?
I didn't really want to. But she's still my mother..
When I got off the bus, I found a bench and sat down.
I dialed my mothers number.
I took a deep breath before she answered.
- who is it?
She answered.
Didn't she have my number saved?
- mom, it's me.. Siyeon.
I said.
- what do you want?
She said as she answered.
Why did she have to be like this?
- happy birthday, mom.
I said.
- is that all?
She asked me.
- I hope you had a nice celebration..
I said.
- if that's all, I'll hang up now.
She said.
I didn't even get to say goodbye before she hung up.
My stomach was turning, and I felt sick.

•Wonpil's POV•

We where done with another live performance. We had also been on a radio show earlier.
Today we weren't as tired as yesterday, so we decided to order takeout, and Sungjin went out to buy alcohol.
I wasn't really in the mood to drink.
But Jae said if I didn't have a good time for once in a while, he would lock me out of the hotel room.

The food arrived, and so did Sungjin.
- I tried to look for Soju.. but they didn't have it. I bought something called Vodka.
Sungjin said.
- I guess we're all going to die.
Jae said, making Brian laugh.
I guess it was strong.

Two hours later, we where all pretty drunk.
- I wish Siyeon was here.. she's the best at making drinks.
Brian said.
Why did he have to talk about her all the time..
- yeah, and she looks so cute doing it.
Sungjin added.
- hey, stop it..
I said.
The others just laughed so I decided to go to the bathroom to wash my face.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
- how can I even live with myself?...
I said to my reflection.

I had changed so much the past weeks. I used to be constantly cheerful.. but now I only felt tired.
And my mood was also affecting the others..

I exited the bathroom and went back to the living room.
Something was wrong. Everyone was quiet, but they looked mad.
- what's going on?
I asked them.
- Just Jae being an asshole again..
Sungjin said, and rolled his eyes.
I hated when they would argue.
I should do something.
- want to hear something funny?
I said, trying to sound cheerful.
- yes, please..
Dowoon said.
He didn't look mad, just kind of uncomfortable. He couldn't stand when they fought either.
At least Dowoon and me didn't fight. Ever.

- Why aren't koalas actual bears?
I asked them.
Nobody said anything.
- They don't meet the koalafications.
I said, and started giggling.
Nobody said anything now either.
But it was funny?
- get out.
Jae suddenly said.
- whatever..
I said, and went to my room.
Siyeon would have laughed..

Siyeon... I should call her.

I know it wasn't a good idea since I had been drinking, but I didn't care.
I really need to hear her voice.
I dialed her number, and took a deep breath.
Wait, I should tell her the joke.
I knew she couldn't resist a good joke.
- ... hello.
She answered.
It made me so happy that she answered.
Now I wanted to make her happy too. I missed her laugh.
- Why aren't koalas actual bears?
I asked her.
- uhh..
Was all she answered.
-They don't meet the koalafications.
I said.
It was quiet, and I thought she hung up on me.
But suddenly..
I heard her laughing.
Her amazing laugh.
- you have no idea how much I have missed you laugh..
I told her.
Then she started crying..
Did I say something wrong..?
- what's wrong?
I asked her.
- I'm so lonely...

•Siyeon's POV•

Why did I have to say that? I'm so embarrassed.
I hung up immediately after.
Then I went to the fridge and got two bottles of soju, and went to my room.
I drank myself to sleep. I did that a lot lately.

****
The next morning I woke up to someone calling me.
Damn it.. it's my day off.

I looked at my phone. Oh. It's mr.Park.
I quickly answered.
- hello?
I said, and tried to not sound tired.
- hello miss Kwon. Sorry for calling you on your day off.
He said.
- it's fine.
I said.
- I have great news for you. I really hope you will accept this proposition.
He said.
- what proposition?
I asked him.
I was happy he called. I could really need some good news.
- well, I think it's time you become an official songwriter.
He said.
Oh my god.
No way...
- are you serious?
I asked him.
I was so exited.
- of course I'm serious.
He answered and laughed.
- I don't know what to say...
I said.
- how about yes?
He asked me.
- Yes... I mean of course.Thank you so much!
I answered.
- don't thank me. It's all thanks to 2PM and Got7's managers. They want to buy some of your songs.
He said.
Oh my god.
This couldn't be real.
- I'm so happy..
I said, making him laugh again.
- come to my office later, so we can discuss further.
He said.
- yes sir.
I said and hung up.

Thank you god..
I won't mess up this time..

AN: I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. To be honest I totally forgot what I had planned for this book.
The chapter is a bit short, but I'll update again as soon as possible<3
- Rin