I Wait~ Wonpil Day6

#6

Time was passing by fast. Too fast. Day6 would be back the day after tomorrow.
And I wasn't ready.
Hell, Jun wasn't even ready. He kept going on about how nervous he was about meeting Dowoon.
It was still so shocking to me that they where dating. I didn't find out before two weeks ago.
But I was happy for him.
- is it to much if I get him a present?
Jun asked me.
I had the day off from work, so we decided to go shopping in Gangnam. Or actually, I only came along because he promised me chicken and beer.
- how about a kiss?
I said.
- we haven't even..
jun started saying, but he looked so awkward that I interrupted him by laughing.
- not everyone has high libido as you..
He said, making me laugh even louder.
- do you even know what that means?
I asked him.
- please don't make me say it...
Jun said.
- I guess you don't know what it mean then.
I said.
- Sexual desires, ok?
Jun almost yelled, making a lot of people stop to look at him. An old lady where even giving him a nasty look.
So worth it.
- you did that on purpose, didn't you?
Jun asked me.
- you should learn how to use your inside voice.
I answered and smirked.
- but we are outside?
Jun said.
- tosh
I said.
Suddenly Jun started laughing.
- what is it?
I said.
Where... where he laughing at me?
- it's touché...
He said and rolled his eyes.
Right.

- whatever, lets go eat.

*****
The next day, I woke up early for work. I was going to give private lessons to Bambam and Yugyeom today. Separately of course. I might have told Mr. Park how difficult they could be.
- ready to go?
Jun asked me, as he walked into the kitchen. He was going to drive me to work.
- i would give my soul to the devil just to go back to sleep...
I said.
- do you even know how lucky you are? You get to be around Kim Yugyem..
jun said.
That's right. He was a big Yugyeom fanboy.
- don't you have a boyfriend?
I asked him and laughed.
- didn't you constantly fangirl over Bang Yongguk even though you were with Wonpil?
Jun fired back.
- tosh.. tochi?
I said, more like a question.
- at least you made an effort this time...
Jun said and smirked.
- just drive me to work.

We arrived at the JYP building. I was about to leave the car, when I got an idea. I turned around and nocked on the car window.
- did you forget your phone again?
Jun asked me as he rolled down the window.
- do you want to meet Kim Yugyeom?
I asked him.
- is that even a question?
He said, and got out of the car immediately.

- you have to tell Yugyeom that you're his fan..
I told Jun as we walked down the hall, towards my office.
- why?
He asked me.
- so that he will behave.
I answered.
- is that why you asked me to come?
He asked me.
- yeah pretty much.
I answered and giggled.

When we reached my office, I saw that both Yugyeom and Bambam was waiting.
- Bambam, you're not supposed to be her yet.
I said.
- you're gonna have to try harder to get a one on one with me.
Bambam said, making Jun laugh.
- who's he?
Yugyeom asked me, looking at Jun.
- he's my roommate. And he's a fan.
I answered. Jun just waved awkwardly and smiled.
- is he your boyfriend?
Yugyeom asked.
- no she's totally dating Jaebum hyung..
Bambam said.
- maybe both.
Yugyeom said.

- OK fine you can have your lessons together.
I yelled at them and pushed them inside my office.
Jun just kept laughing. Of course.

******

Work was finally over for today. Bringing Jun with me, really didn't help. Actually it was worse. They got along too well.
- I'm never bringing you again.
I told Jun as we got into his car.
- it's not my fault I make a party everywhere I go.
He said.
- tell that to Mr.Park... I'm sure he'll forgive my lack of progress.
I said and rolled my eyes.
- i could totally make him join the party.
Jun said and giggled.

When we got home, Jun went to the living room to play on his PlayStation.
I wouldn't see him for the rest of the night.
I went to the kitchen and got a bag of chips, and walked up the stairs to my room.
I wanted to go to sleep, but I was waiting on something. Why hadn't he called yet? He usually called me every day.
Maybe he was just busy.

I watched some episodes of this new drama starring Choi Siwon from Super Junior.
Woah, he's more handsome than I thought..
I thought to myself and giggled.
I was just about to go to my bathroom to get ready for bed, when my phone started ringing.
It's him right? I mean.. it has to be.
I hurried over to my nightstand and picked up my phone.
It is him.
I wouldn't tell him this, but the past weeks I had actually looked forward to him calling me every day.
It reminded me that we actually happened. The good memories. But also the bad ones.
Some days the bad memories would outweigh the good ones.
But I couldn't let go.

- hello.
I said as I answered the call.
- can I see you tomorrow?
He asked me.
I had almost forgotten that they would be back already tomorrow. But I don't think I can meet him. I still had some anger towards him inside me. And I wasn't good at expressing myself.
- no.
I answered.
- why not?
He asked me.
- because I don't want to.
Actually I really wanted to see him. But, I also wanted to punch him in the face so..
- if you still love me, come to my dorm tomorrow 10PM.
He said.
I didn't know what to say... I couldn't think.
- if you don't love me anymore, I'm not going to make things uncomfortable for you at work. I just... I have to know.
Wonpil said, and hung up.

What am I gonna do?