I Saved One Direction

Chapter 11

This chapter skips in time.. only a bit though.

Chapter 11:

It was the day the boys were leaving and it was also the day i found a note from my brother.

Dear Ella,

I will be gone by the time you read this and i want you to

know that im sorry that i didn't tell you about my problem. I

know your going to think it's your fault for not helping but it

isn't. Ella I love you so much! I regret making the choice that

I did, but I want you to move on! I want you to fofill all of your

dreams, even if it is hard. I know you are probably going to give

up a lot, but you shouldn't. Your choice, just make the right one.

Love

Alexavier

What bothered me most about reading the note was that if he knew his death would effect my dreams and goals why would he do it. Why?

"Are you okay, love?" Louis said standing in the door way.

"Yea... I'm fine." I responded.

"I know there is something wrong. You know you can tell me." Louis snapped

I didn't know weither to tell him or not because i didn't want him to worry about me while he was on the plane.

"COME ON GUYS! STOP MAKING OUT!" i heard Liam say from the bottom of the stairs.

We quickly came downstairs in response to Liams immetureaty. Louis gave Liams but a patt on his way past him.

In the car ride I had a hard time letting them go. The boys made me happy for the firs time since Alexavier died. Liam wasn't really a big help with all the drama he put on though. I mean he still hasn't got over what i said about Danielle using him. I'm not even sure that he realizes what happened. Did he even read the note from me?

We arrived at the airport and Louis gladly opened the door for me. Boy was i going to miss them.

"Are you absoloutly sure you arent gunna come back with us?" Harry asked me

"Yea.. I still am not sure i can handle it." I responded with a sigh.

We both just walked together to there staiton.

"FLIGHT 37 PLEASE BOARD IMEDIETLY FLIGHT 37!" a voice said coming from the PA.

All the boys (except Liam) ran up to give me a big hug. Louis kissed my cheek and whisperd in my ear.

"I'm going to miss you SOO much!" he said

"me too! Me too!" I said squeezing him tighter into the hug.

"I LOVE YOU!" all the boys said together.

"I love you too!" I replied while feeling tears trickle down my face.

The boys had left for there plane and I started to cry. I knew my happiness would go away. Or at least I wouldn't be as happy as I was before. When I got into the car the song I wish came on. All the words reminded me of Liam and I.

"(Na na na na na) [2x]

[Zayn]

He takes your hand

I die a little

I watch your eyes

And I'm in riddles

Why can't you look at me like that?

(Na na na na na)

[Liam]

When you walk by

I try to say it

But then I freeze

And never do it

My tongue gets tied

The words get trapped

[Harry]

I hear the beat of my heart getting louder

Whenever I'm near you

[All]

But I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

Cause you don't see

Whenever you kiss him

I'm breaking,

Oh how I wish that was me

(Na na na na na) [2x]

[Harry]

He looks at you

The way that I would

Does all the things, I know that I could

If only time, could just turn back

[Zayn]

Cause I got three little words

That I've always been dying to tell you

[All]

But I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

Cause you don't see

Whenever you kiss him

I'm breaking,

Oh how I wish that was me

[Harry & Zayn]

With my hands on your waist

While we dance in the moonlight

I wish it was me

That you'll call later on

Cause you wanna say good night

[Liam]

Cause I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

Cause you don't see

[All]

But I see you with him slow dancing

Tearing me apart

Cause you don't see

Whenever you kiss him

I'm breaking,

[Harry]

Oh how I wish

[Zayn]

Oh how I wish

[Harry]

Oh how I wish, that was me

[Zayn]

Oh how I wish, that was me"

I thought of it as girl version of him and danielle and then little old me sitting in the background wishing. When I thought that I immediately turned it off and started to ball into the steering wheel!

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Authors note.... Should Ella get hit by a car while she is crying or should I keep it on track? Oh and thanks for reading! Vote and comment when you feel! Thanks ;)

Julia x