More Than He Was Going For (Austin Mahone Love Story)

Chapter Fourteen

Summer's P.O.V:

"And then he said "wow Beau you couldn't hold that milk down for anything" and he was damn right. That shit didn't even make it to my stomach"

I couldn't help but laugh. Beau was hilarious, and so were his stories of the challenges he did with his friends. He was something special, and he made me completely forget about Austin this whole evening we had been together. I knew that this was definitely the start of moving on from that asshole.

"Here's the check" the waiter said, placing the check down on the table.

"Thanks dude" Beau replied, opening the check and looking at the balance. He placed the cash down and sat the bill to the side before speaking to me again.

"You know, after this little date tonight I'm going to be really upset when you leave LA."

I felt myself start to blush before I answered "After the tour is over i plan to see you more often. I only have about four shows left."

"Four shows too many" he laughed.

"Yeah I agree, but anything for the fans."

When we were finished, Beau brought me back to the hotel and we sat outside in the car for a little while before walking inside and up to my hotel room. We stood there outside my room for a long while before we finally decided to part ways.

"I'll miss you." He said quietly. I nodded my head.

"I'll miss you too."

Before I knew it we were moving into each other and our lips collided together. It was a soft and quick kiss, but I couldn't help but kiss him once more before giving a quick giggle.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be" he said giving me a half smile. "Until next time, goodbye."

"Bye" I said, letting go of his hand and letting him walk away from me. I couldn't help but smile. He was already so special to me.

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Austin's P.O.V:

The morning after my realization I woke up completely and disappointedly exhausted. I knew it was ridiculous and selfless of me to have stayed up almost the whole night the night before one of our biggest shows on tour but I couldn't help it. I hadn't only faced the realization of the truth that I loved Summer, but the other realization of the fact that who I was before her and who I had been since we broke up had to change.

I did so much soul searching last night and looking for who I truly was it was unbelievable. Before last night I was an asshole who had no consideration for others' feelings and no respect for women. The fast life and the fame got to me, but I can say now that I'm over that and ready for something real and someone real. That someone would be her.

I wasn't sure if I should tell her before things get serious with Beau or not because I truthfully didn't want to interfere with the happiness he was giving her. I don't even know if I would ever be good enough for her again after I disappointed her like that. A girl like her doesn't deserve a guy like me no matter how much they love her.

Last night I also decided that I couldn't just change who I was overnight. It took the courage from within to open my eyes and realize that this wasn't what I wanted, but I needed someone to help me remember that. Therefore, I decided that I would visit a psychologist to help me leave the person that I had become in the past, hopefully for good.

As I stepped out of the shower to cut the music off my phone, I saw that I had a text from the girl whom I had guiltily slept with the night before. I read the message, which contained so much vulgarity I couldn't stand it, before blocking her texts and calls and deleting the messages. I didn't need someone like that anymore.