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dallon and i had sex on my birthday. do i regret it? no. i kinda wish we would've waited a little while but it's ok, it was my idea.

i've been feeling weird lately, i think i'm getting sick. i've been having lots of headaches and cramps. oh, and i'm bloating? it's really weird. i also haven't had my period, but it's because i started hormone blockers. i'm not pregnant.

potato chips and ice cream sounds amazing right now oh my god.

my head has been pounding all day, i want to go home. i'm only staying here because it's Dallon and i's three month anniversary. it's my 9th period and i'm just walking the track and holding hands with Dallon.
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i'm sitting in my room with a gallon of vanilla ice cream and potato chips. god does it taste like heaven. i've been craving this for days. thanks @ Dallon for getting me some ice cream.

i still have a massive fucking headache. i took Tylenol and it won't go away. i'm dying. my cramps won't go away either.

i'm ok. i'm fine. i'm 18. im a big kid.

for Dallon's 18th birthday we went bowling and had sex again. it was fun. i was genuinely happy that night. he bowled for me a lot because i had a headache but it was fun.

he took me to dinner two days ago. i vomited my dinner.

i've been throwing up like everything i'm eating.

chicken nuggets sound good as fuck. i'm gonna make some chicken nuggets.

some of my favorite foods sound and taste horrible. i generally throw up at the sight or smell (recently that is). i don't know what's wrong with me.

i've been emotional like how i am before and during my period too. and my boobs hurt like if i was binding for too long.

maybe i should go to the doctor.

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