Breaking Free?

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(Warning:  a little Smut in this chapter)

It's been all most a month since the break
up with Soekmin and I haven't done anything. Just sat here in my room or on the couch I wouldn't dare show my face out in public after that, I feel so stupid. I just recently started to make my self look decent I didn't shower for a while but I could stand the smell anymore, Ivie just recently came back and she saw me like this, she's been covering for me at work she told them I was sick so they've been excusing me. Same goes with school Ivie brings my work and I do it here. I've been ignoring everyone's phone calls satsuski comes over to check on me I can see the worry in their eyes. Bomi comes over sometimes too when she's not with minhyuk.  She just talks to me about their "relationship" And that's enough of the outside world for me. It's like I live off their relationship because I know that'll never happen to me. They haven't made it official yet. But I can easily tell that he wants to be with her. He hasn't been with anyone but her since then!. Ivie relationship is going well too, they're officially dating now and I'm happy for her I just wish it was happening to me. Ivie walks in Interuping my thoughts.  "Ugh seriously girl you need to clean your room it stanks in here! " She says pluging her nose sitting on the bed. "What do you want now? I'm not going out " I respond curling up in my covers. Until she yanked them off. "Look i know you're still stuck on seokdick but he wasn't shit and instead of sitting your pretty ass inside all the fucking time you need to get the fuck out and do something" She says "don't give him the satisfaction knowing he ruined your life! You came to Korea for a new start don't let him ruining it. Plus there are more better looking people then him. I'm being honest right now you look pathetic, at least you didn't give him the satisfaction of having sex with him, you have a hold on him, make him wish he was still with you! Show him what he couldn't have. Stop feeling bad for yourself " She finished. "But I'm embarrassed about what people are going to say" I respond above a whisper. "Girl who gives a fuck what people  are going to say! Flip them off and keep pushing" Ivie says standing up. "Just think about it. We all are going out tonight, Seunghyun is going to get us in for free" She says walking out but turns back around. "Oh yeah some guy was looking for you yesterday, that guy you were talking to at the grocery store?  Or at least I think that was him, he had his face covered" She finishes leaving again. Maybe I should go out, and get drunk hell I need it! And she's right!  I'm done being sad over that asshole,  he isn't worth my time. And I was going to make sure I made him pay tonight. After a while of laying there I decided to get up and clean my room. After I was done I was bored I decided to eat a proper meal instead of junk food. Thank god Ivie went shopping.  I finished eating and decided to text that guy I feel bad for not texting him he said he wanted to be friends.  I saved him under "anonymous 👤" Because I never got his name

Me: "hey!"

I didn't have to say who I was because he knew my name it took him about 5 mins to respond

Anonymous 👤:  hey cassie noona~

I couldn't help but to laugh, he's older then me and he called me noona.

Me: You do know that you're older than me right?
Anonymous 👤: REALLY?!  well how old are you?
Me: 19 almost 20
Anonymous 👤:  well I guess I'm your oppa then
Me: yeah I'm not calling you that buddy
Anonymous 👤: it was worth a shot lol
Me: So are you ever going to tell me your name or what?

It took him a while to text back

Anonymous 👤:  Maybe~~
Me: well if you're not going to tell me I'll guess uhmm Kim jaehyun??
Anonymous 👤: nooo
Me:  okay uhm. Minho?
Anonymous 👤: nope 😀
Me: Jin? Hoseok? Jimin? Rm? Jungkook? Taehyung? Yoongi?
Anonymous 👤: you just named all of the BTS members lol
Me:  I didn't hear a no????
Anonymous 👤:  No I am not in BTS lol
Me: okay no BTS soooo Got7
Anonymous 👤:  lol
Me: JB? Jackson? Mark? Jinyoung?
Anonymous 👤:  Jesus no lol
Me: Kim Yugyeom? lmfao
Anonymous 👤: what would you say if I said I was him?
Me: I would think you were lying but if you were him I would cry
Anonymous 👤: why would you cry??
Me: he's my bias and I've been through a lot recently it would be nice
Anonymous 👤:  well I don't want you cry, if you don't mind me asking what happened?
Me: no I don't mind we're friends right?
Anonymous 👤:  right.
Me: well it turns out my boyfriend was using me and he cheated on me
Anonymous 👤:  I'm sorry you had to go through that,  men are assholes
Me: lol are you?
Anonymous 👤: uhm Yugyeom is lol
Me: No he is not! He's sweet
Anonymous 👤: how would you know? Do you know him?
Me: Well no.. But I met him once.. He didn't pay attention to me he was worried about my dog though lol
Anonymous 👤: see? Asshole I'm sure he regrets not paying attention to someone as beautiful as you.
Me: Are you flirting with me? Lol
Anonymous👤: I don't know that depends on if I'm getting anywhere lol
Me: Uhm it's going to take a little more than that buddy lol
Anonymous 👤: Game on!
Me: So I'm just a game to you?
Anonymous 👤: noo I didn't mean it like that
Me: I know I'm just messing with you lol

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