Chapter 9- Why should i care

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To build a home- The cinematic orchestra

Tessa (POV )

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  "your just a disaster "Steve spat shaking his head pacing back and forward my jaw clenched "That's not true what I did was save a relationship "I replied "A lot of people don't like you everywhere you go is a problem we have to fix "he growled which caused me to jump I got up really fast and walked towards the door "Oh and Tessa you might want to get back on a diet your gaining weight"he spat I felt tears sting my eyes I nodded and then slammed the door I huffed as I saw Kendall and Harry full on snogging and the boys gagging behind them.

  "everything ok we heard shouting "Liam asked I frowned slightly but nodded "I'm ok I promise "I said throwing on a fake smile I looked at Louis and he glared at me 'later ' I mouthed he nodded "OK babe let's go to Camille to eat lunch "Kendall said smirking at me "why are you going there Harry she's my mum not yours last time I checked "I spat clearly angry

"last I checked your own mum disowned you I would to if I was here "he seethed I frowned as he walked away "the Harry I know wouldn't be so cold hearted "I said my voice cracking at the end he turned around and just shook his head walking away I soon felt guilt but why? "Guys why is he ugh I don't even know how do I get us back to the way we used to be"I shouted slightly

."we will help you ok we promise you Tessa something happened to the both of you and That's all that needs to be fixed "Liam said seriously buy at th's end offered me a smile which I returned "wait guys can I I tell you m-my story please "I whispered they froze but nodded we all sat down I played with my fingers and sighed I looked up then spoke "As you know 4 years ago Harry left for the x-factor we kept in contact and then it all stopped

it stopped right around when my life started to turn upside down when Harry was by my side I had friends but when he left I had nobody so I got mixed into the wrong crowd "I stopped and sobbed a little trying to catch my breath

"I went with people who I thought were my friends I of course was with a group who did drugs and we got drunk everyday it made me feel better I was hurt I mean Hazza just stopped when I needed him the most so it went on and my Mum suspected that I was doing that then one day I I got blamed for giving them drugs I was framed and That's when my mum disowned me she didn't know me gosh I didn't even know myself anymore "I said crying the boys came over and hugged me they had tears running down their face

"I then decided to go to x-factor as well just so I can see Harry I needed my best friend I won it of course but with my problems and me not being able to get in contact with Harry sent me out of control I didnt know what to do I was then quickly labeled the bad girl so I decided to play the tital and I eventually completely lost myself and now here I am afraid, tattered broken little old Tessa the one that gets drunk has one night stands and a whore "I whispered the end and then I cried harder I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulder and as I turned around I gasped as I saw Harry sitting on the ground his hands through his curls and tears running down his face

"H-harry did you hear all of what  I said"I asked shakily he nodded he was about to speak but I cut him off I shook my head "No I'm not ready why should I care just please don't "I whispered and ran out and caught a ride to my flat I got inside and sat on the counter gripping the edge gosh I'm so stupid he gonna think I did this all for attention

Harry(POV )

I sat down with tears in my eyes as I heard her story all this time I judged her because of what I though. Tessa is broken and went through all that alone when all she needed was me her best friend and I need to fix that for her she's lost and I need to fix what I've been pushing away "boys I've got an idea one that should fix me being an ass"I shouted the boys laughed in excitement and ran tl give me a hug "this is my hazza just don't mess it up lad "Louis said smiling at me I nodded "I won't Louis I promise "and I meant what I said

Authors Note

wow Harry is maybe going to get his friend back what do you think he's up too thanks for reading and until next time

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