Half a heart(Harry Styles)

chapter 20

 Tessa

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 A few weeks ago I needed to get my mind off Harry so the boys had this crazy idea and sent me off to go and try to get a part in the City Of Bones movie. I 'm now sitting outside while the lads are watching a movie and Harry and Callie are snogging ICK . I sighed and banged my head against the wall as I slammed my head back. and r

then I jumped as my phone rang. " Hello" I said clearing my throat " Hello Tessa we have called to inform you that you will be playing the main female role in Imortal instruments and will like if you can come in today so you can meet the cast" " OMG thank you so much i'll be right in".

 I screamed and jumped around on the balcony I marched in jumping up and down " I got the lead in Imortal instruments" I yelled the lads stood up cnerring with me and hugging me I laughed as Louis spun me around. " Ugh who care's " Callie spat I stoped and frowned slightly with her nagging me all the time and the hate from the fans has really put me in a mood. Louis patted my back and led me to the door " Harry do you want to come " asked Niall I wanted to scream NO NO but I just couldn't they were friends a family and I juts had to learn to live with that.

 We arrived and right away I was greeted by great people but I mainly got along with Jaime he for some reason caught my eye. " Hello I'm Jamie" he said smiling I blushed and looked up " I'm Tessa" I said with a little smirk I turned and saw the lads talking to the cast and Harry and Callie once again snogging in the corner. " Now I know there are going to be some kissing scenes so why don't we go out in LA when we land there since were going to be following because of tour " he said wrapping his arm around my shoulder . I nodded and then we took pictures.

 We were in the car and then Liam spoke up " so we see you and Jamie were pretty close" he asked I looked up and smiled and finally for once they were not snogging Harry looked.............. angry no...... sad......... ugh I don't even know. " Yeah were going to meet up in LA to get to know each other better for the kissing scenes " I said blushing the lads laughed " Your going to be busy" snapped Harry I looked up anger flashing in my eyes " And Harry I can do what I Want" I spat he clenched his fists " The band comes first Young not some boy toy that you seem to always have what do you want to sleep with him then sleep with the director oh wait you already do that you slut" he yelled my eyes widened " Fuck you Styles don't you have a whore wrapped around your finger already and i'm not the one who cheated manwhore the media was right about you" I yelled back getting in his face I got out and then I felt stong hands being pushed into my back and I fell hard onto the ground on a broken glass landing on my shoulder  I gasped and then I heard a crunch I turned fast and I yelped in pain I looked and saw my brother on top of Harry I got up and pulled Troy off Harry " Stop it " I cried Louis was by my side and Troy spun around rushing to my side as Callie was by Harry smirking at me " Gosh Tessa look at your your bleeding " he said " It's nothing" I said .

 I ended up going to the hospital to get glass out of my shoulder and to get stiches . We were back to the hotel and I heard a slam I sighed and headed towards my room. " Niall can you come play the guitar for me " I said he looked at me and smiled " sure Tessa"

What's it gonna be 'cause I can't pretend

Don't you wanna be more than friends

Hold me tight and don't let go, don't let go

Have the right to loose control, don't let go

I often tell myself that we could be more than just friends

I know you think that if we move to soon it would all end

I live in misery when you're not around

And I won't be satisfied till we're taking those vows

There'll be some lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking

Oh, lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking

What's it gonna be 'cause I can't pretend

Don't you wanna be more than friends

Hold me tight and don't let go, don't let go

Have the right to loose control, don't let go

I often fantasize the stars above are watching you

They know my heart and speak to yours

Like only lovers do if I could wear your clothes

I'd pretend I was you and lose control

There'll be some lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking

Oh lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking, oh yeah

What's it gonna be 'cause I can't pretend

Don't you wanna be more than friends

Hold me tight and don't let go, don't let go

Have the right to loose control, don't let go

Running in and out my life has got me so confused

You gotta make the sacrifice somebody's got to choose

We can make it if we try for the sake of you and I

Together we can make it right

What's it gonna be 'cause I can't pretend

Don't you wanna be more than friends

Hold me tight and don't let go, don't let go

Have the right to loose control, don't let go

I said you got the right to lose control, yeah

Don't let go

Don't let go control

What's it gonna be 'cause I can't pretend

Don't you wanna be more than friends

Than hold me tight and don't let go, don't let go

Have the right to loose control, don't let go

What's it gonna be, don't let go

Don't you wanna be, don't let go

Hold me tight and don't let go, don't let go

 At the end Niall was holding me as I sobbed " Niall he said I was nothing I was starting to love him" I cried as I held on to his shirt for dear life " shhh it's of Tes"

Harry (POV)

 " Niall he said I was nothing I started to love him" Tessa cried it broke my heart to know I hurt her and was hurting her even more every day if only she knew that I loved her to and this was not my fault .