New perspective (#1)

Chapter 32

Brendon's POV
I had never been so happy in my entire life. Ryan just asked me to be his boyfriend and his speech left me in tears. I get that he was probably confused too and needed some more time and that's why he told us to just stay friends.

But here and now, he asked me to be his.

And that's what I want more than anything in this world.

A tear left my eye as I smiled wider than I thought I could.

"Yes." I whispered

I threw my arms around him which caused him to fall onto his back, with me on top of him. We didn't kiss. All we did was stare at each other, me having my hands on each side of Ryan's neck and him having his hand by my cheek, gently rubbing it. I had never seen him happier either. He smiled so much it looked he was gonna explode.

Then we burst out laughing by happiness and I slowly leaned in to kiss him. He gladly kissed me back and the kiss was filled with joy. After a few seconds we had to pull away because we couldn't help but grin.

I had two beautiful views in front of me. The sunset and my boyfriend.

You may think I'm overreacting but how would you feel if the person you love asked you to be theirs?

"You're so beautiful." I murmured.

"You're more beautiful than any view, any star, any flower and any human." Ryan breathed. His words sent shivers down my spine and I wanted to stay in this moment forever.

Ryan must've planned all of this. Dressing up, the sunset, the speech.

To be honest the sunset was really cliche but I still loved it. It's pretty.

We sat up and I rested my head on Ryan's shoulder. He was warm. I listened to his breathing and the birds singing in the background.

"So can I like go around and brag about you being mine to all our friends?" I chuckled.

"As long as I'm allowed to do the same." He said.

"No." I joked.

"Asshole." He pouted.

"I'm your asshole."

"Now that's some nasty shit." Ryan laughed.

"And you're my b.." I started, wanting Ryan to continue.

"Your boyfriend?" Ryan asked, wondering if that was the correct answer. It was. But I wanted to play around.

"My bitch." I stuck my tongue out.

"Oh shut it." Ryan rolled his eyes at me but his lips turned upwards.

We sat there for awhile until it was completely dark. We got up and had to use our phones as flashlights.

"Don't trip." I warned, rather not wanting to repeat the same incident but instead accidentally dropping him.

We helped each other getting back up through the window and then we smoothly went to Ryan's dorm. It was so weird, no teacher was up making sure students weren't up.

When we entered Ryan's dorm Spencer smirked and left before we could even close the door which made Ryan chuckle. Patrick was obviously asleep.

We stripped out of our clothes except our boxers and then went to bed. I pulled his cover over us. Our legs were tangled and our chests were pressed against each other. There was only a few inches between our faces but it was enough space for me to be able to look into his honey eyes. I had my arm around his waist and he had his around mine.

I breathed in his scent and immediately felt really calm. Too calm. It even made me even more tired. I wanted to fall asleep in Ryan's arms.

"Was it obvious that I like you?" Ryan whispered, his breath colliding with mine, causing heat.

"I was too stupid to not even realise it when we kissed." I replied, mentally facepalming at my stupidity. He chuckled at my response.
"Was it obvious that I lo- like you?" I swallowed. I'm not sure if I'm ready to confess how strongly I feel about him.
"I was too stupid to not even realise it until Spencer told me. But even then I had my doubts. It seemed too good to be true." Ryan wettened his lips.

"You are too good to be true." I said as my heart melted. Ryan looked at me adoringly. Then I continued.
"I never told Spencer. How did he know?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"He said it was the way you look at me." Ryan smiled.

"He's right though." I smiled back and Ryan closed the small gap between us. His lips were now on mine. Ryan's touch was the best physical thing.

The kiss was short and had barely any movements, but it was meaningful.

I slowly drifted away into a deep sleep. I'd never felt happier or safer. All of that just because of a boy. I clinged closer to him when I was between being awake and being asleep, being desperate to be near him because,

I love him

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Feel good chapter. Now goodnight I'm going to sleep.