chapter 2: Tricks of the mind

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*edited* ~ 15 / 02 / 2015

Hiccup

My mind buzzed. "What, why would I say that?" I asked myself. I can't believe I just embarrassed myself in front of Astrid! Astrid! why, why, why? Running my fingers through my hair in frustration, I fell backwards onto my bed. What's wrong with me? I asked myself whilst licking my chafed lip. It was weird, I could almost taste Astrids lips touching mine, how soft she felt against my hard stubble, how she would blush as I held her tight whispering sweet nothings into her ear. Making her moan with delight as I kissed her tenderly all over, getting lower and lower...

Snap out of it Hiccup! She doesn't love you anymore! I yelled to my mind, although no matter how much I did it never seemed to work. But what if she does? touching my lips once again,  only wishing that the softness of the touch was her lips on mine.

I instantly straightened up looking at myself in the mirror... what a sight, my eyes were heavy with restless sleep thinking of the one and only Astrid, my lips were longing for her soft touch, I looked like death itself. Sighing, I ran a hand over my face to remove the hidden sleep and wrinkles that had mistakenly appeared after not being able to sleep for a while.

How could I be so stupid? She had been everything to me and all I did was threw it all away in the blink of an eye. And I was never going to get it back.

Astrid

My mind whirred. Why him? He was my first and now probably not my last. Why couldn't he see what I felt for him? Why does he have to make me feel this way? But never again, I promised myself, will I let that bone-headed fish guts take advantage of my heart, take it away and then crush it right before my very eyes. I know that I should be over this by now, over him. But I just can't. I l-, no I don't!

He had made his choice and I won't be changing it. I gave him my heart but he just threw it in the trash like it was nothing. I loved you Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III, but that is no more. Good luck breaking somebody else's heart Hiccup but never mine. It's already broken...

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