Chapter 36- confession

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"You love me..."Vera's eyes just widen as her lips part "yea... it wasn't just lust Vera, i thought by doing the things we did it would eventually only make it lust but dont you get it, I'm inlove with you, your smile, your pout, your flawless face, your magnificent voice and who you are... you mighs not believe it but it's true i can see what your truely like just by your giving attitude the sincerity you give everyone, how you can fit in but somehow still stand out" his eyes dialate with every gasp he took from his confession
"I honestly dont know what i think will happen out of this but you just need you to know it. I'll keep my distance and give you time... give me your answer and please be sure of your answer" he slightly lifts himself off of the sink he had the slender women trapped against.

"Desert time!!" Ada's voice breaks the silence from the other room, "give me time i dont know how i feel yet" she looks her chocolate brown eyes up at him and walks away.

"There you are!" Vera simply nods and takes a seat by the fireplace taking her a slice of cake, they sit and chat for a while until the petite girl spoke"this whole place feels empty" Lilly says still downcasting her eyes on her full plate, a few tears roll down her cheeks and she swiftly stands up "excuse me" and walks upstairs, Vera speed walks to her.
The petite girl sprints to the end of the long hallway to her room and slams the door heading straight for her bed crashing her face into the pillow case
"Lilly..." vera hits he boney knuckles onto the wooden door, "whats wrong" she slowly walks to her bed "sam..."she says through a throaty cry starring at his photo

"I havent heard from him in months vera"she whimpers out soaking her pillow "listen

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"I havent heard from him in months vera"she whimpers out soaking her pillow "listen...." she sits on the side of the bed and places the younger girl's head on her lap. "Hes a sailor for gods sakes! Lilly your smarter than this, its sam we're taking about, the man is probably a cockroach he can live through anything"

"I just... i'm scared Vera, i joke about and say unloving things and he says them as well and i just wished he would just be a pilot and join the airforce at least they go to safe camps where i can just see his writting" she sits up pushing her legs to her chest "Lily he might have been under water for all those months, he probobly has writen so many letters he could publisha bloody book"she plays with he long dark brown hair.

"Vera"she sits up wipping her tears and taking a deep breathe and looks up "I'm pregnant" they sit in silence and she finally stands up "Lilly... CONGRATULATIONS"she jumps onto of the young girl and hugs her tightly, giggles fill the room  "lets go tell everyone"she holds her hand and helps pull her up from the large bed "what if he's dead"Lilly whispers stepping back "what if hes not, write him a letter telling him the news! I knew he always wanted a child"Vera grabs a pen and paper that was lying on the desk and hands them to her "i remmember when our father's were the Great war he used to say that his dream would be to come back through it all and walk to his a house holding his bag, wearing his uniform and open the front gate and there would his son and daughter running to him yelling out 'daddy' and his beautiful wife would be there standing behind them holding a baby in her arms" she tells the past story to Lilly, "he always wanted a large family Lil... you don't understand how much he talked about you and wishes the day you would bare his children" she presses her full red lips together, they stand there just starring into one anothers eyes  "write" vera breaks the silence while rasing her thick brows

"ok ok"she chuckles and walks over to the desk placing the paper onto the wooden table "We will be waiting for you to come down stairs" Vera says then closing the door

My Dearest Samuel

It's me... Lilly hope you did not forget, i know we haven't had much interaction but you will never understand how much fear is in me every day not hearing from you nor revising a letter, i understand you will not be on soil for a long time but i just need you to understand how much i have missed you, this will not be an easy letter i have always wished that i would be telling you this news as you were having breakfast that i prepared, while eating you would be reading the news paper, jumping out in joy at the confession i would have made.

well, I am pregnant I've only just realized but it is true, Vera gave me an entire back story of how much you've wanted many children, i have yet to know if i am bearing one but i hopefully will reasive more... how i wished would have told you face to face, i know that you only have a one pass to come home, so please do not waste it just now, I'll send you Photographs but please come in june, it is when I'm expected.

i can just imagine you coming off the train station and i am waiting for you with a swollen belly or with a new born between my arms, maybe we will call him Adam or if it's a girl Evelyn? It's up to you my love but i wanted to raise the concern of that you should become an airforce piolt you have the skills and the background for it... you will be able to send more letter and maybe you could send as well, It's all for your safety, if not for me then for the little baby.

All my Love, Lilly

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