Random Oneus/we Stuff

When I Tried Getting My Friends Into Oneus

[AN: personal stories]

Me: "Hey you guys should check this group out. They're rookies called oneus."
Friend 1: "Sure." *doesn't check them out.*

Me: "I'm gonna buy the oneus album when it comes out. Can you stan and buy an album so I can trade photocards?"
F1: "Only if I like their music."
F2: "Or maybe you shouldn't force her to spend her money. She can buy it if she wants."
Also F2 earlier: "You should stan NCT."

Me: *Sends YouTube links to F3&4.* "Can you check oneus out? They're rookies and I need someone to rant to about them."
F3&4: *Ignores text.*

Me, after all that: I've pretty much given up on having a mutual who likes oneus. And I feel like my friends don't care cause every time I recommend something they never try. Like I check out their artists they talk about, and sure I don't stan them, but at least I put the thought in, right? Idk anymore, I guess it's not worth it. I always put my friends first and they never notice, like all I want is a simple thanks.

It's fine though, I'll just keep suffering in silence and crying internally at night when your worse thoughts bombard your mind.

Like my biggest fear: that everything I do will go unrecognized and all the hard work I put in will be for nothing. Cause if a tree falls down in an empty forest and no one hears it, did it really happen?

Maybe I'm just being selfish? Is it right for me to wish for someone to listen to me? And you, thinking about commenting, are you just saying what I want to hear? Or the truth?

Ps: stan oneus and if you already do, hmu. Also shoutout to F5 for actually checking out lbc.