Random Oneus/we Stuff

Wish You Were Here (sad hours)

Me: I guess I'll be everyone's personal punching bag; they keep attacking me to make themselves feel better even if it hurts me in the process. They think that I'm invincible, but at some point, my seams will tear. When that happens, who will be there to fix me? I don't know, but until then, I'll keep being this punching bag if it makes someone feel the slightest bit better.

I want to be that person who listens, the one who understands you, because I never had that. I wouldn't wish this feeling of loneliness on anyone, and I'll do whatever it takes to prevent it, even if it means hurting myself in the process.

Dongmyeong: Let me hold you when you cry. I'll listen to your past, I'll be the person you can lean on. Let me share the burden you carry. This feeling is too much for one person to bear, so let me ease the pain. Don't worry, I can take it, cause I know you're always there beside me.

Me: Now if only this was real. If only you knew me and understood the pain I hold, maybe then I could live this fantasy. But, sadly, life is tough and I'll never know you, you'll never know me. I'm just another face in the world, maybe we'll pass by each other one day, maybe not. For now, I can only dream. Dream that you were here beside me to hold my hand and that we could walk down this dark path together.

UPDATE: it's 3 days later and I'm still super sad because everyone keeps attacking me and like haha I'm only human but thanks for nitpicking everything I do. Started crying while listening to "the Light" by James Lee. Check him out, he's got them angsty songs you can finally relate too :')).