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Violets POV

We got home at 8:00pm and I was very tired

"Tate let's go to bed" I whined

"No! It's only 8, you go to bed!" he yelled furiously

"Fine" I say, he's being so cold.

I get in bed and it's so cold an lonely without him.

My wrists start itching

No, no.

Well maybe just once...he won't care

I go to the bathroom and pick up my blades I hid in one of my heels

I make one cut

It makes me feel...in control.

I make a few more but Tate busts in the door.

"Violet dammit! I fucking told you not to do that!" he yells and hits me again.

I hold my face.

"Tate" I whisper

"Dont" he pushes my shoulder.

"I'm sorry Tate. I love you" I whisper through my tears

"I'm sorry Vi, I got mad. It won't happen again." He sighs and wraps his arms around me

I believe him. It was my fault. Not his. I made him.

Later on the night he hit me 6 more times.

I was being so stupid! he should hit me!

I don't know why I slept with my arm around him, I never do that! Gosh I'm so silly.

....

In the morning I wake up to Tate pushing me out of bed and kicking my side.

"What?" I ask him

"You were smothering me all night. Sleep on the couch if you're gonna do that" he spit.

"Oh I'm sorry" I mutter

He was acting like we hated eachother and we didn't love eachother.

He hit me so many times but I can't bear to leave him. I feel loved even when he does hit me

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