Same Day, Last Year • Liskook

Chapter 10 • Overthinking

Lisa's P.O.V

2:36am

After Jungkook drop me off after our dinner, here I am still awake and wondering what did I do wrong for him to cheat on me? Am I not that pretty like any other girls? Am I not feminine enough for him? Are my efforts not worthy enough to make him smile? So many negative train of thoughts are running through my mind right now.

With so much thoughts in my mind I reached for my phone and open the messaging app.

To: Jungkook

Do you really regret what you did to us months ago? Because I feel like I'm dying right now because of the pain that I am feeling. I want to forget what happen but how can I do that when everytime I'll close my eyes all I can see is you being happy with her? If you just choose me because of pity, I really don't need it.

My tears started to escape my eyes. I am really in pain right now and not a single apology can ease it. I heard a knock on my door but I don't have enough energy to answer back instead I let them in. I saw my unnies walking towards me.

" Lis, you know you can tell us everything right? We are your unnies and we will never leave your side no matter what." Jennie unnie said.

" Is it wrong for me to think that he only choose me because of pity?" I said between my sobs.

" Let me tell you this, Lali. If you can no longer feel the love and happiness like they were used to be and all you can feel now is fear and sadness let go before it takes a toll on you. Before you lose yourself just because of him." Jisoo unnie said with so much sincerity in her voice. I know she's just worried about me and my current situation.

" You deserve the love that stays most especially during the tough times. You are enough don't ever question that. The 3 of us are blessed because we have you as our maknae who can love someone unconditionally." Chaeyoung said while Jennie and Jisoo unnie nodded in agreement.

" It is never wrong to be in love but I pray that no matter how love gets so cruel to you never return that pain to others but instead share that pure heart you have in you because the world needs more of that. Don't be scared of love, be scared if you can no longer feel love." Jisoo unnie said with so much wisdom.

" We will always be with you, Lis. You don't have to face it all alone. You can cry on our shoulders everytime you're feeling sad or hurt. We value you and your presence so much because we deeply love you." Jennie unnie said and she hug me while Jisoo unnie and Chae also joined.

I am hurt right now but luckily I have my unnies with me.

Next Morning..

Jungkook's P.O.V

As I woke up I reached for my phone at my side table to check if I have a new notification. When I saw that I have a new mesaage, I typed in my passcode and opened my messaging app. It is a text message from Lisa.

From: My Lili 💕

Do you really regret what you did to us months ago? Because I feel like I'm dying right now because of the pain that I am feeling. I want to forget what happen but how can I do that when everytime I'll close my eyes all I can see is you being happy with her? If you just choose me because of pity, I don't need it.

The moment I read her text I started crying. I know that I scarred her because of what I did but I have to redeem myself to her and prove that I'm worthy enough for her 2nd chance.

To: My Lili 💕

I really regret what I did to our relationship months ago because of my stupidity, I broke you and your trust. She can never make me smile the way that you do and I will never love her the way that I love you. I definitely didn't choose you because of pity. I choose you because you are everything to me. I choose you because you brought so much happiness in my life even though I caused you pain. I won't get tired of saying and proving that I truly am sorry for what I did. I love you so much, Lis.

I'm sincere with what I said to her. It is my responsibilty to give her the constant reassurance for her not to doubt the love, affection and effort that she is giving me since day 1 and giving up on her is not in my option. I will save the both of us from this pain.

I got out of my room and went to the living room and I saw V hyung and Jimin hyung watching NBA.

" Hyung, do you believe at 2nd chances?" I said out of nowhere.

They turned the TV off and faced me.

" I personally believe in 2nd chances, you know why? Because some of the most beautiful and successful relationship was build because of taking that risk for the 2nd time with the same person." V hyung replied with a genuine smile written all over his face.

" I salute all those people who can give 2nd chances after someone broke them into million pieces. It takes a lot of courage and strength to have that pure heart to forgive someone despite everything." Jimin hyung added.

" But always bear in mind, Kook that even the strongest people gets tired if their love and efforts are being taken granted for over and over again." V hyung said in all honesty and I understand him.

" You are lucky because Lisa is one of that person who can give 2nd chance even if her heart is shattering right in front of her eyes. Make it right this time, Kook. Because if you mess up again you might wake up one day and realize that she already gave up." Jimin hyung said.

I will do my best to be the better version of me for Lisa and our relatioship. I cut all ties with Tzuyu since I realized what I was doing was so wrong in so many ways. Lisa means the world to me and I will never ever give up on her.

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I hope you like this Chapter, loves!

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