Same Day, Last Year • Liskook

Chapter 18 • Insecurities

Lisa's P.O.V

I am currently chillin' at my room with Leo and Luca. Here I am for the nth time thinking were did I go wrong in my relationship with Jungkook.

To: Jungkook

I bet there is a 100% chance that you'll find someone who is more beautiful, much sexier in short someone better.

Being cheated on really kills the hell out of you, huh? That paranoia that he would do it again. That never ending self doubt. That constant reassurance. Everything falls apart once you've been cheated on.

Bzzzttt.. Bzzztt...

From: Jungkook

I will never commit the same mistake again, Lis. I will not take you and your love for granted for the 2nd time. I've been learning my lesson the hard way. Giving you up is not in my option, Lisa. You and me until the end.

Is love really sweeter the 2nd time around? Would taking a risk bring me happiness and love that him and I deserve.

Knock.. Knock..

" Come in." I shouted from my room.

I saw Jennie unnie approaching my bed.

" Overthinking again, maknae?" Jennie unnie told me.

They can sense what I am feeling without even telling them yet. Perks of living together, dude.

" You really can sense it, Jennie unnie huh? I guess I can never hide it from you guys anyways." I replied.

" Now spill the tea, missy." She told me.

" Yes, I'm overthinking again, unnie. I'm scared of what will happen when I saw yes to us once again and what if I can no longer save myself when that happen? Train of thoughts are bugging the shit out of me." I started crying.

She hugged me will rubbing my back enough to give me comfort and bring me back to my sanity.

" Lis, stop doubting yourself, okay? It is never your fault that you love Jungkook unconditionally. If you really love him then give the two of you a chance to be together and be happy. But if that incident happen again be brave enough to let go you've done enough. I swear if Jeon freakin' Jungkook mess it up again, I'll punch him so hard in the face." She replied which made me chuckle.

Jennie unnie is right, I should not be afraid of taking risk again for the man I love but if he commit the same mistake for the 2nd time, without a doubt I will let him go if that will make him happy.

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