Same Day, Last Year • Liskook

Chapter 33 • Same Day, Last Year 2

Jungkook's P.O.V

After what happened last night at the girls dorm, I can sense that Lisa has been avoiding me.

Bzzzztt..

I took my phone which is at the center table here in our living room to see who texted me, but at the back of my mind I'm hoping to see Lisa's name in the notification.

From: My Lili 💕

Same day, last year. I was so close to giving up but thankfully I didn't. I choose to give you thay 2nd chance to save not just our relationship, but also our friendship. All I want from you is your loyalty & honesty no more, no less because that is what I deserve. I hope that the 2nd chance I gave you won't be put into waste because I can no longer tolerate the same mistake, because if that happens again I won't ever accept you even if you comeback on your knees & begging for my forgiveness. I pray that this time you won't let go of my hand when the situation gets tough to handle.

While reading Lisa's text, I can feel her pain eventhough it has been 1 year since I put our relationship into this chaos.

To: My Lili 💕

I am beyond blessed that you didn't give up on me and our relationship. Just like what I told you before, I won't ever get tired of apolozing for all the pain, doubts and fears that I caused you. You don't deserve any of it. Don't ever blame yourself, Lis. I promise to work my ass off to prove to you that I am changing for the better because you deserve someone who will look for you in the most crowded place and I wanted to be that someone. I love you so much, Lalisa Manoban. I promise to choose you over and over again.

I hope that one day Lisa would stop blaming herself about what happened to us. I will do whatever it takes just to see her smile and laugh again. I will definitely excert extra efforts for her to see that she is worth it by all means.

I want to open up about what I am feeling right now to my hyungs, they will definitely listen to my worries. I went to Namjoon hyung's room.

" Hyung, can we talk?" I asked Namjoon hyung.

 
" Do you want me to call the rest of the boys?" Namjoon hyung asked in return and I simply nodded in reply.

He went outside his room to call my other hyungs, in times like this I'm thankful to have the 6 of them in my life.

After a couple of minutes my 6 hyungs headed straight to Namjoon hyung's room.

" What is it, Kook? Are you okay? Namjoon hyung told us that you wanted to talk to us." Hoseok hyung asked me.

I showed them the text that Lisa sent me earlier because there is no use if I hide it from them.

" I hurt her badly to the point it haunts her over and over again. I scarred her, her innocence and her love. Hyungs, believe it or not I regret committing that stupid mistake that cause our relationship to be in this hell hole." I started talking while my hyungs are listening.

" Let me tell you this, Kook. We can see how much you are hurting just like Lisa because of what happened a year ago but that mistake taught you so many lessons. Because of that painful experience you both had, you still choose to double your efforts just to prove her how much you regret what you did and you showed her that you will do whatever it takes juat to win her trust and love back." Jimin hyung replied.

" What if she gets tired of me, hyung? What if I can't make her smile anymore like I used to? Hyung, I can't lose her. I don't want to lose the girl who brought so much color into my black and white life. I don't want to lose the girl who made the poker faced Jungkook, smile so brightly. I can't lose the girl I'm planning to marry years from now." I started crying. I don't care anymore if they see me being this vulnerable.

" You won't lose her, Kookie. We know that you've learned your lesson the hard way. Hold onto your faith in your relationship and in Lisa so that this 2nd chance that she has given you won't be put into waste. Prove to her unnies, to us and most especially to her that you are now the better man that she deserves." Namjoon hyung added.

" Once you gave your promise to someone, you have to keep it & never break it, because that promise you made with them can either make them or break them."  Suga hyung stated.

" If you really love her, giving up is not an option. Help her ease the pain everytime she starts doubting herself. Tell her how worthy she is in every single aspect because that what she deserves after all." Jin hyung added with tapping my shoulder.

" Kookie, be more open to her. Tell her all the good and bad sides of everything. Lisa is such an understanding girl, she tends to look at the brighter side of everything even in the darkest of times. Communication and honesty will give you a healthy relationship." V hyung added which made me cry more.

We may be a dorks most of the times, but when someone needs help and advice we will be the most serious ones.

Lisa, I promise to make you genuinely happy just like before. I won't let you go no matter how unfair the world is. You will always be the love of my life & the girl of my dreams.

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💜 hdominique