Same Day, Last Year • Liskook

Chapter 32 • Same Day, Last Year

Third Person's P.O.V

November 27, 2018

Same day, last year that incident happen which cause Jungkook and Lisa's relationship to be in a downhill. Up to this point that painful past keeps on haunting Lisa no matter how hard she shrug it off.

While Jungkook on the other hand will always be sorry for what he did to their relationship. Because of him everything is a mess right now.

He can't ease the pain that he has given to the woman who loves her beyond anything and anyone else.

Lisa's P.O.V

I hate it whenever I am reminded of that painful past. It's been one year since that incident happen and yet the pain is still fresh here inside me.

How can someone give me so much happiness, but at the same time that someone can also be the reason for your tears and brokeness.

I want to let go all the pain that I am feeling right now. I decided to talk to my unnies, they give the best motherly advice. I went to the living area to see them focused on watching some Netflix series.

" Unnies, can I talk to you?" I said with my head down low.

Right there and then, they turned off the TV and paid attention to me and to what I'm about to say.

" What's bothering you, Lisa?" Jennie unnie asked me.

" Last year, I lost myself because of what happened between me and Jungkook that time I felt like my love and appreciation for him was taken for granted. I was so in love with him to the point that I broke my own rules." I said and my eyes are getting blurry.

For Jungkook, I broke my own rules and one of that is never ever allow anyone to take my love for granted, plus I won't tolerate cheating but I ended up giving him a chance to prove to me and our friends that he changed for the better.

" Lisa, don't ever put the blame in you. You didn't do anything bad or stupid in the first place. All you did was you showered him with so much love." Jisoo unnie added.

" but at some point, I'm questioning myself on where did I go wrong for me to deserve this kind of pain that I can't runaway to." I stated with my hoarse as tears are starting to build up in my eyes.

Chaeyoung engulfed me into a hug while rubbing my back.

" No one in this world deserves to be cheated on, Lis. Remember that you're in this situation because God knows that you can surpass this one. You are one of His toughest soldiers." Chaeyoung said. I admire her optimism so much, how I wish I can be like her.

" You're in deep pain right now, Lis because you love Jungkook with so much sincerity and loyalty. The 3 of us admire you so bad, wanna know why?" Jennie unnie asked me.

I shook my head because I don't have any slight idea what they are talking about.

" It is because after all the chaos that has happened you still choose to give Jungkook another chance to prove himself and that he is worth it. Despite what has been happening you choose to be forgiving one when in fact you are the most deserving of a sincere apology. We admire you because you still think of Jungkook's welfare eventhough you are hurting so much. Lastly, we admire you because for you taught us how to be stronger no matter how hard the situation gets. Lisa, you don't have to face it all by yourself, you can always run to us. You don't have to runaway from it, we will hold your hand so tight to remind you that we will always be with you." Jisoo unnie stated which made me cry.

" If you want to cry, we'll let you cry on our shoulders. If you want to let go of the thoughts that building up in your mind, we'll be there to listen. If you want to scream on the top of your lungs because of so much pain, we'll scream with you. If you feel like losing yourself over and over again, we'll help you find it along the process. If you feel weak because of crying, we'll be your strength. Lis, you don't have to be afraid because we will always be right beside you through the good times & most especially during the bad times." Chaeyoung added.

I can feel the sincerity in their words which made me feel valued as a person. I can never thank them enough for being there with me whenever I needed them.

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