CHAPTER 6
SANDRA
The room is flooded with light when I finally open my eyes.
The curtains have been drawn and I try to lift my head which seems heavy.
I look around the room and notice that I'm in our bedroom.
"What really happened?"
I can't seem to place a finger on it.
Now that my head is banging and so heavy to be lifted, I lay back on the bed, rubbing my temple to see if the pain can go away.
My eyes are closed, wondering where Oscar is and it's on a Saturday. The fact is, he doesn't go to work on Saturdays and Sundays.
"Here.... Take this!"
He snaps me from my temporary reverie.
I'm glad when I notice some painkillers and a glass of water in a tray.
"These will make you feel better!"
I take the pills and swallow them with the aid of the water gladly.
I'm still on my previous day's skater dress and I shamelessly get rid of it and toss it in the laundry basket.
I walk star naked towards the wardrobe, with only a pantie on.
It's high time I stopped fearing Oscar because very soon we're getting married.
I settle for a see-me through night dress and turn back, heading to the bed. I'm not yet done with sleep!
Oscars eyes are allover me, obviously drooling over my naked body, now covered in a see me through dress.
I sit on the bed and pull the covers back. I lie down with my back, facing the ceiling.
He sighs heavily as he lies there, his legs still touching down.
"Why are you doing this to me Sandra, why?"
I can trace some remorse in his voice.
"What have I done swiry?"
"You're starting a fire here babe... Make sure you'll be able to quench it if things get out of hand!"
He says as he rubs his crotch.
It's swollen under the light short he's wearing, his member piercing, threatening to tear the material apart.
"I......I.....I'm so.....sorry!"
I apologise, hoping that he calms down.
" An apology ain't enough dear....I'm on fire here, can't you see?"
I m shocked beyond words.
I don't know what to tell him or do.
I pull him by the head and make him lie on my thighs.
I'm passing my fingers through his beard, wondering what to do with him.
"I'm sorry dear, I didn't mean to hurt you!"
"It's okay. We agreed to wait till marriage and that remains!"
He tries to console himself.
I stay silent, cracking my mind on what to tell him.
His erection has been doing wonders, pricking my ass everytime we are sleeping.
Yesterday night I felt it too while dancing with him.
I realise that I've been too mean and selfish to the only man who has loved me unconditionally.
I don't know what to tell him because I'm still shy.
The truth is, I've been willing to give in to him and make love to him like my life depends on it. It's just that I've been shy.
Right now I need him....
I want him....
Oh my God! How do I start?
"What are you thinking about?"
He startles me, making me snap from my reverie.
"Nothing at all dear..."
"Now that today we'll be indoors, what do you think we should do?"
He asks.
" I'll do laundry, cook for you, wash the house.... Watch movies and probably break a rule or two....."
I'm biting my lower lip shyly, but I'm sure he interprets it differently.
He sits up abruptly.
"I think it's high time we employed a house help. All these chores are draining you physically and you'll be starting school next month! "
He says, concern written all over his face.
"I can hack all that by myself. I'm used to anyway!"
" No buts honey. I have all the money sweety. I won't allow you to continue breaking your back in this house!"
I shrug my shoulders in surrender.
"If you say so darling!"
A part of me is happy because I'll be having company when he's away.
"And now to you last statement, which rule are you willing to break first?"
And here I am thinking he had forgotten about the breaking of the rules part!
"Eh....ah....I mean, we can start showering together as a couple, dressing and undressing in front of each other..... "
I know I'm bluffing too much. I'm the only one who hasn't been dressing or undressing in front of him.
Oscar, on the other side, doesn't see it as a big deal to undress or dress in front of me.
Most of the times, he walks allover the house with a boxer only.
He always sleeps naked, without even a boxer.
Seeing his manhood has given me ideas severally but I always shove them at the back of my head.
"I'll contact the agency which used to send us girls when my wife was still around. We need one like today!"
He picks his phone from the stand and dials a number. After a short while, he's speaking to the person on the other end...
"They're sending a lady over. I hope she'll be good! "
He adds as he puts the phone back on the stand.
"Lemmie inform Samuel that we're expecting someone."
He says as he stands up to leave.
Samuel is the gateman.
" Wait, I'll come with you..."
I say as I take a lesso and tie it over the night dress.
He holds my hand as we walk downstairs, chatting happily.
"Now we can watch the movies all we want and break all the rules all we want! "
I conclude, winking at him shyly......
