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"Am I worth it?"
"What do I do rose?" Yoongi whined in frustration. He's been pondering his thoughts for over a two weeks now and he couldn't seem to make up his mind. Everytime he thought about it, it just made him feel like even more crap then he already felt.
"I don't know. This is the one thing where I can't tell you what to do on. Choosing this will determine who you will be with your whole life, who am I to tell you who you should be with, Jin, I mean, like what monster would I be if I told you, Jin, who you should date. Jin." She smoothly coughed the last part out as if Yoongi hadn't noticed the name laced between it. He couldn't help but roll his eyes, a sly smile over his mouth. He hadn't even realized that that was the most he's smiled in the last two weeks.
"Rose, I'm serious. I don't want to choose." He cried out, throwing himself against his bed that he hadn't bothered to clean in a while.
"I don't know what's the big deal Yoongi. Just say you need more time." She sighed before exhaling deeply, throwing a pillow silently to hold in her rage as Vanya attacked Allison. (Umbrella Academy) "oh you stupid bitch, what are you doing?!"
"Hey!" Yoongi yelled back, offended at her words.
"That wasn't at you, sorry. But yeah, just tell them you need more time. This is a big decision, they can't possibly expect you to choose NOW." She spoke through clutched teeth as he tried now to rage at her tv screen.
"And what if I don't want to choose?" Yoongi spoke almost too softly to be heard from the other side, as if he was telling his most darkest secret.
"What do you mean?"
"I like them all, I can't possibly see myself choosing. What if I do and end up hurting the other ones? What if I regret my decision? They all have helped me in so many ways already, I can't see myself choosing between them." The small man stressed, balling himself up in a tight ball under his covers.
"Well then you ask yourself, who do you like and who do you love." Rose stated. She honestly had no idea what to say about this, but he couldn't help but relate. She's been with Lisa for a while, longer then any of the other girls she's ever been with in her entire life. Because of that, she's starting to question whether Lisa is just a fling or someone she really likes. Is she willing to give up the many other girls she has saved on her phone for the ready just for one simple girl? She didn't know.
"L-love?" Yoongi frowned, looking off to the corner of his room in thought. He never thought about actually being in love with anyone, especially not the boys. But then again, he had no idea what love was to begin with. This was all too new to him. "How do you know you are inlove?"
