but do we dare split apart? // ig // gawsten/pawsten

twenty-six ⭐ words hurt more than anything

patty and awsten

did you archive all of your posts?

yeah

i saw you did

you know it won't really matter, right? god knows how many people posted those pictures over and over again. soon they'll start posting the edited versions too

im scared because of what i said in them

aws

that was such a stupid thing to do i knew we shouldn't have done that

it was my fault. i pushed you into doing it

yeah but i actually participated in it when i could've just eschewed doing it

aws you know i have an iq of 85 stop using that type of vocabulary

stop using realistic iq numbers and i will

im literally shaking im so scared

geoff hasn't discussed it with me yet so he either knows and oesn't want to aacknowledge it or he has no clue about this entire thing

learn to type smfh

everything will be okay no matter how he feels about it

if he knows what i said he'll feel betrayed

we never actually did those things and you know i was just joking but him and all our fans will most likely think different

i don't want him to call off the engagement or worse just because of some stupid shit i said on a couple of photos

then we'll search for evidence to prove our innocence

we shouldn't have to prove our innocence

i really cannot comprehend why you want to marry that man

he treats you like shit and he can't handle the most minor things

he treats me wonderfully

and if you're talking about us then no, he's not overreacting. he has every right to feel that way because he thinks you're trying to steal me from him.

you're not, right?

no

then be respectful

we're going to be touring again in a few months, not to mention it's going to be our longest one yet. if you two don't settle your differences by then i'm going to slice your dick off and feed it to cannibals because fuck you

and geoff?

ill marry his dumbass

i still love him, contrary to popular belief.

that doesn't seem like fair punishment

oh well

i love him and i love you but im never one to choose the latter

he has done unimaginable things for and with me, unlike you

he has brought me nothing but happiness, unlike you

he has never given me worry, unlike you

he has never yelled at me for stupid reasons, unlike you

he has always loved me, unlike you

and he has never persuaded me to cheat on him, unlike you

i didn't know you could be so mean

when i say fuck you i mean it

you should know that

im sorry i hurt you

i never said you did

and i never said i didn't want you around anymore either, so please don't take this as an "i want you gone," conversation

i wish it was easy for us to have a frienship

me too

i wish it wasn't so hard to be with you

what do you mean ?

it's private

where are you????

im all alone

in the halls by the front doors

don't pull a 2018 me lol

i don't want to have to go and rescue you

oh my god i remember that

are there people lined up yet?

some were camped out yesterday, so yes

damn

i want to camp out for a show that seems fun

maybe someday

the only thing is you're famous now so you're most likely to get vip

im not even famous lmao

"im not famous" my ass

you have 25.4m on youtube, 1.3m on instagram and have been featured on twitter TWICE

grandparents know who you are

we still play $15 shows

because the band is humble, duh

even judi who was just a fan account has almost 1m on instagram

bro shit up

im just trying to make you feel better about yourself

you deserve it

hell, you deserve the world

wow, nobody has ever told me i deserve the world

poor aws. do you need a good hug?

yes

then come see me

im on my way