but do we dare split apart? // ig // gawsten/pawsten

fifty-five ⭐ never forgetting his past

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awstenknight

Awsten with freshly died purple hair because wattpad is being a bitch and won't let me put a photo here.

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craving._.awsten WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PINK HAIR
gawsten ur a rat
underscoregeoff you look gorgeous in that color, don't let judi tell you otherwise 💖

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syd_420_666_69: i kinda miss being a fan and theorizing about things but also my life is literally a wattpad fanfic sksk ive kinda been adopted by my idols

awstenknight: we're your parents so that means it's not going to be like that

underscoregeoff: but we can be nice

pattyxwalters: fuuuuuck

gawsten: IM GOING TO BREAK MY FINGERS JESUS CHRIST

syd_420_666_69: ??

jawnrocha: their dumbass of a manager wants them to go in rn

syd_420_666_69: to the studio?

jawnrocha: yeah

gawsten: im gonna fuck myself

pattyxwalters: ooh

underscoregeoff: ANYWAY

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BENJI: [holds out his hand] Patty, give it.

PATTY gives him small notebook papers filled with words describing how he felt about a man he once loved.

BENJI scans over them, judging what all he has. Is he really going to say that publicly now?

BENJI: [to PATTY] You really want to say this pretty fucking explicity in your music?

PATTY: If I don't, it might hurt forever.

BENJI: [laughs] Sentimental ass bitch. [tosses his papers to the side] Get up, we need to move on to something other than vocals and lyrics.

JUDI is excused for her symptoms she had been having that day. Like most nosy pregnant women, she ponders what Patty had to say in his songs. She looks around to make sure nobody is watching.

Her eyes dart around the page, reading his words. They weren't about her, or himself, they were about Awsten. All of them. They were about how much he loved him. They were about their affair. She wanted to know why this shit was still on his mind. She was jealous, angry and sad all at once.

-- later --

In the car.

PATTY: I think I'm gonna go for a dip when we get home.

JUDI: [snippy] Okay.

PATTY: [ignores her tone] You want to get something on the way home or do you want me to make something?

JUDI: Whatever you want.

PATTY: McDonalds?

She hums and looks away, crossing her arms.