forty-one ⭐ depression at its finest

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underscoregeoff

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underscoregeoff look at this photo i found in my archive. i can't believe it was taken way back in our pining stage! we were so ignorant lol.

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You had your own Pete Wentz and Patrick combined
Writing you songs and singing them all like
Every single day
Tour brings that special pain

So fuck yourself
And fuck your feelings
I believe but not in you and me, so
So fuck yourself
And fuck your feelings
I believe but not in you and me, so

I'd unfuck you if I could (ooh ooh ooh)
I'd unlove you like I should have
Months before I did
In the months before I split
It's turbulent, turbulent

I'd unfuck you if I could (ooh ooh ooh)
I'd unlove you like I should have
Months before I did
In the months before I split
It's turbulent, turbulent

You had your own Awsten Knight, (hi)
He texted back fast, and you made him laugh back
yeah
I must be out of my mind
Well, I know I am
Let's see, where to start?
How about the messages that I still send?
Even though you blocked my number
And you'd never fucking answer
My anxiety was turbulent, and permanent
You gave me hell on Earth
And said to "work with it"

So fuck yourself
And fuck your feelings
I believe but not in you and me, so
So fuck yourself
And fuck your feelings
I believe but not in you and me, so

I'd unfuck you if I could (ooh ooh ooh)
I'd unlove you like I should have
Months before I did
In the months before I split
It's turbulent, turbulent
I'd unfuck you if I could (ooh ooh ooh)
I'd unlove you like I should have
Months before I did
In the months before I split
It's turbulent, turbulent

We had a taste of the life
But you grew complacent
And sanity laced itself
Up in the back of my mind
And that's where I left you to die

That's not me. That was me four months ago, when I was angry with him for everything. All the pain I thought he had put me through, not knowing it was me myself being the asshole. I can't lose arguments ever, but that cost me happiness last time I tried it out. He was right; I am just a slut.

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