America

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YESSSSSS I SHALL MAKE YA'LL SUFFER >:)

Btw dis is a songfic :)

It's the start of a new day
But it feels as though everything's ending
Still picking up pieces
From the broken love you gave to me

"America! He loves me back!!"

America smiled though he felt a sharp pain at his chest almost as though suffocating him.

"T-that's great Y/N!"

My earth feels like it's stopped turning
And my sun feels like it's stopping burning

You tackled him and engulf him with a hug smiling brightly. A smile he could never ever cause.

"I'm so happy!!"

America felt his chest tighten and his stomach drop, almost as if he felt like dying.

"Well, I'm happy that your happy sunshine..."

Have you ever seen the sun after the heartbreak?
Frozen somewhere in time
Have you ever seen the stars after the word goodbye?

That's what he wanted right? For you to be happy?? For you to find someone to make you smile the brightest?

That one smile that he loved so much.

That one smile he wanted to see when you were walking down that aisle.

But too bad that someone wasn't him.

"Thank you, thank you, thank you!!"

You laughed hugging him even tighter.

America forced out a chuckle painstakingly hugging you back.

"I told ya' it'll work."

You pulled back looking up at him your eyes shining bright with excitement.

Oh, how he loved those eyes.

"Thank you so much, Ame'!!"

Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
After the heartbreak

You exclaimed jumping up and down in barely even containing your excitement.

America smiled though he was breaking.

He smiled feeling tears prickling his eyes.

He smiled feeling his chest tighten every time you smiled.

He smiled with every breath becoming even more shallow.

He smiled.

He smiled for you.

"Of course sunshine.."

Footsteps are pounding
Like echoes when you came to wake me
Your shadows surrounds me
And swallows the colours of my dreams

You let go of him looking up at him ecstatic and overjoyed without knowing what he really felt.

"You're the best 'meri!! I don't know what I'd do without a friend like you!"

Friends…

Shit that stung.

The space in my bed reminds me that you're gone
Your voice in my head replays like a love song
And the screams and the lies, they tear me up inside
I'm left with an empty sky

America ignored his feelings and kept telling himself that it wasn't your fault that you were saying this.

That it wasn't your fault that you were this happy.

That it wasn't your fault that you weren't in love with him.

He gulped suppressing the urge to cry in front of you.

"Yeah, you'd probably be dead by now..."

America joked holding onto you tight
Breathing in your scent for the last time.

Have you ever seen the sun after the heartbreak?
Frozen somewhere in time
Have you ever seen the stars after the word goodbye?

You laughed digging your head onto his warm chest oblivious of the fact that he was hurting.

Oblivious of the that he loves you.

But did he do anything about it?

It was his fault actually.

It was his fault that you were this blind.

I am lost in the dark
Wanna be where you are
So hard to keep it together
When you pulled me apart Disappeared with the light
Days and nights feel like forever
All my innocence has died, has died

America breathed in his chest tighten even more when he realized that he will never have you.

And the more he thinks about it the more he hates himself.

It was his fault anyway.

And somehow he hated you too.

He hated how much your smile had this effect on him.

He hated how beautiful you are.

How kind you are.

And how loving you are.

And he hated himself for loving you this much that it hurt.

It hurt so fucking much.

Have you ever seen the sun?
Have you ever seen the stars?
I've seen them before in your eyes
After the heartbreak
Frozen somewhere in time
Have you ever seen the stars?
I've seen them before in your eyes
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah (Frozen somewhere in time)

But there was nothing he could do about it.

You will never be his.

And he sure as hell will never be yours.

Haunted by your disguise
Disappeared with the light
Days and nights feel like forever
All my innocence has died
After the heartbreak


"I love you... but you never loved me."

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edited

A/N

*sips tears*

Song title: after the heartbreak

So how are ya'll?? 😃😃

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