eighteen ☆ break

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𝚗𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚍𝚘,
𝚒'𝚖 𝚗𝚘 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞

𝚣𝚊𝚌𝚑★☆

Three days went by quick and we were now all at the studio in a break for recording our music.

"Yo Zach, it's your turn bro." Daniel taps my shoulder, getting me out of the blue.
"I- I can't man. I can't record this." I sighed, shaking my head.
"Hey Zach, I know you're going through some things at the moment but don't let it eat your passion in music." Jack sat beside me.
"I'm sorry, I really can't. Not when I know the person I love hates me." I said.

I'm really grateful for my friends.

They're there with me through everything, even in my stupidest decisions.

Just then, Bambam comes in the room, finding me frustrated.

"I'll give you a break Herron, take your time." he said and I nodded.
"Alright Jonah, go in first." Bambam said and Jonah followed, entering the studio and closing the door.

I fold my lips and looked down, feeling empty and hopeless.

"I don't know what to do man. I keep messing up." I dryly chuckled and rubbed my palms together.
"Of course you know what to do, Zach. You may not know it for now but let things be what it is right now, and maybe try and talk to her again." Corbyn suggested as he ate.
"Thanks man" I looked at him and gave him a weak smile.

-

We headed to Yellow Cab and ate pizza after the boys finished recording.

Only them, not me.

I wasn't in the state of mind of singing.

The boys made conversations as they ate whilst I ate my pizza, looking through the window and eating it silently.

"What do you think Zach?" Daniel chuckled.
"What?" I suddenly face them.
"I was asking them if we could get a tattoo in the middle of tour. What do you think?" he repeated.
"I- I- I think it's good, i'm down" I stuttered.
"Zach, you're being oblivion again, you good? Wanna rest?" Jonah asked.
"Yeah, I guess it's the best thing to do right now." I replied.

The boys and I stood up and fixed the chairs before calling the waiter and asked to put the pizza as a take out.

"Hold the pizza Daniel" Jonah said.
"Why me i'm not even gonna bring this home" Daniel whined.
"Just hold it for now i'll eat it" Corbyn said.
"Sharing is exists, Corbyn." Jack glared at Corbyn.
"Fine fine, later." Corbyn replied and we chuckled.

We all then exit the pizza parlor and hopped in Corbyn's car.

"Yo guys i'm really tired, just wake me up when we're there." I said.
"Go ahead." Jack replied.

I shut my eyes and soon fell asleep.

-

My eyes then opened when I felt Jack's hands shook me.

"Zach we're a minute away from your apartment" Jack tells me.

I groaned.

"Don't groan at me because you're the one that told me to wake you up" Jack sassed.

The boys laughed.

"Yes i'm awake, geez" I rub my eyes and fixed my sitting position.

I opened the car door and jumped down.

"You good?" Jonah asked, sliding down the window.
"Yeah, thanks guys." I nodded and waved.

Jack shuts the door and they zoomed off.

I let out a sigh, walking towards the elevator and hitting the button "2".

The doors opened and I walked towards my apartment with heavy eyes.

I searched for my keys on my pocket and once I found them, I put them on the doorknob and twist it open.

The room was dark so I switched on the lights and shut the door behind me then placed down my keys on the table.

Feeling tired, I took off my clothes and left myself wearing pants.

I turned on the AC and soon fell asleep.

★☆★☆★☆

a/n: filler :))

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