Mine.

Chapter 48

Octavia's pov

Once we got home I went straight to the room to take my heels off, my feet were killing me. As I sat on the bed Ryder came in leaning against the doorway staring at me, he looked so sexy.

"What? Stalking me again?" I said with a small smile at the way I made a reference to our ongoing joke.

A second later he started walking over to me while taking his jacket off. After setting it down his hands went up to cup my face in his hands. This action made me sigh in content as I leant into his touch.

"You're just so beautiful my love." he said gently moving his hands through my hair.

I smiled as my heart started to race as I thought of all the times Ryder called me beautiful. It made me feel so good inside when he did. It definitely made me feel a lot better about myself. I never knew when I was going to be ready but, right now with the way Ryder was looking at me. I felt I was more than ready.

"Thank you Ryder." I replied softly.

I seen his eyes close while mine followed and soon I felt his lips on mine. It was slow, loving, at first then soon changed to fast and passionate. This kiss certainly had my heart racing and my nerves on over drive. I felt Ryders hands move to my shoulders as he touched the thin straps of the dress.

The kiss was broken as he looked at me and slowly pulled down the strap of the dress as well as the other. He helped me up and just like that the dress fell, pooling on the ground. By now I could hear my heart pounding in my chest. Ryder was still looking me in the eyes when he slowly started to scan my body. Which still contained a bra and underwear but, still made me nervous.

In a second Ryder had a hand on my waist and another pushed through my hair as he kissed me. Soon I was laid on the bed while he hovered over me supporting his weight. The kiss was broke again so he could unbutton his dress shirt. Though it seemed to frustrate him when he couldn't undo a button making me giggle. I reached up replacing his hands with mine hesitantly.

When his eyes met mine I continued unbuttoning his shirt slowly until it was fully open. I placed my hands on his chest, earning a silent groan to escape from him. Moving my hands up further I slipped the shirt down while he took it off completely. Yup, that was definitely a moment I will never forget it felt so loving.

"Are you sure?" he spoke softly after he kissed me.

I nodded my head, "Yes I'm sure."

With that he kissed my chest then down to my stomach as his hands roamed to my back. It was like fire everywhere he touched, it excited me.

"Can I love?" he asked gently as his hands made their way to the clip of my bra.

I nodded once again feeling more butterflies in my stomach if even possible. Once it was undone my bra was slipped from me as I felt my heart could be heard even by Ryder. It was then his lips kissed the trail between my breasts to my neck and finally my lips.

"You're absolutely gorgeous." he whispered against my lips as I felt my cheeks blush.

I watched as he stood up, unbuckling his pants and letting them drop before stepping out of them. Only to return to his previous position. I felt him place kisses leading all the way down to my intimate area murmuring sweet things.

"I love you, you're so beautiful, so sexy." I could hear him say as I wanted to scream at him for making me feel so great by just words.

Soon he grew closer until he looked up and met my eyes, "May I?" he asked, hooking his fingers on my underwear.

This was really happening I was giving myself to someone I love and who loves me back. I nodded as a reply too breathless to speak. At that his hands slipped down the only piece of clothing I had left. What I didn't expect was for him to dip his head down right into the place I needed him most.

My back arched as I gasped from the sudden feeling before moaning loudly, "Ryder." I found myself saying as my eyes closed on their own account.

This was nothing like I've felt before it had me wanting to almost beg for more than what he was giving me. It took everything in me to not scream in pleasure as I felt him bring me up closer to his very talented mouth. I felt I was close and Ryder must have sensed it before he stopped. An action that made me mentally whine as I watched him stand to take his boxers off.

I wanted to gasp from how big he was, yes this was definitely going to hurt.

When our eyes met he smirked before hovering over me giving me a gentle kiss, "One more time love, are you sure?" he asked softly moving some hair out of my face.

I looked in his eyes only to nod my head, "Yes I love you and I want you, Ryder." I said softly.

This seemed to assure him as he kissed my lips before I felt him push slowly into me as my eyes shut tightly. Wow this hurt more than I expected.

"Are you okay? I'm so sorry." Ryder whispered in my ear as he placed gentle kisses on my neck. I couldn't help but, feel better at how caring he was being.

"I-it's okay." I replied knowing I wanted him too.

After a couple minutes I moved my hips only to get pleasure and a groan from Ryder, "Love please stop moving like that unless the pain is gone." he said almost pleadingly.

"I-it is." I said meeting his eyes when he moved his head from my neck.

I felt so little under his gaze as he held it while he thrusted into me making me moan out loud. The eye contact was amazing but, I couldn't hold his gaze it was to intense so I closed my eyes. Every thrust felt so unexplainably good. I let my hands roam up his arms, only to trail down his back.

"Open your eyes." I heard him speak using that authority voice making everything extremely better.

I opened my eyes meeting his dark brown ones that were staring intensely at me. Soon his head dipped down into my neck only to make love bites. As my hands found his hair, threading my fingers into it. It was a few more minutes when I felt everything stop and the best feeling in the world hit me. Soon we were both a panting mess while he kissed me softly but, tiredly.

"I love you Octavia." he said supporting his weight from crushing me while he stared in my eyes so lovingly.

"I-I love you too Ryder." I replied breathlessly as my eyes stared at him with every fiber of love I could muster up.

In that moment I couldn't have felt more in love with him then when he laid next to me and pulled me to him. I laid my head on his chest as I traced circles on his bare skin. Ryder's hand stopped mine and brought it to his lips kissing it making me smile.

"I'm so in love with you." I murmured as our eyes met and I brought my hand to his face tracing it down his cheek.

I watched a smile come to his face, "I'm more in love with you than you could ever possibly imagine love."

After that ours lips connected and I could honestly say that we made love over and over that night. Like we couldn't get enough of each other. It was true I couldn't ever get enough of him.

I was so completely in love with Ryder Salvatore.