Twin Omega

hopeless

"Tae..... Ahhhnnn.....ahhhh.... More......"
"Mmmmmhhh....... Tee..... I love you sweetheart...."
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What the fuck!!!!
Why in the hell I dream about him all of sudden?!?!
And why he call me Tae?
Only people in dark wold know me by that name.

I've squeezing my brain hard since that morning when I wake up alone in foreign country to remembered what was happened at that dream like night. Im really sure I'm not drunk, I just drink a bottle of beer that night and its far from make me drunk. I'm drunk of that boy, that's for sure. But why I can't remember anything that happen after I brought him to my hotel room?

And suddenly I have this dream,,,
this WET dream?!
The fuck!!
I'm not hormonal teenager for Luna's sake!!

But somehow I feel glad. I'm happy, I can hear his sweet voice again and even its blurred I can see his gorgeous face again.
Owh how I miss him so much.

How is it possible??

I just met him once, just like how I enjoyed my one night stand, but my body deeply attached to his and no one can make it otherwise.
I tried to get drunk and fuck anyone that interest to me but I can't even kiss anyone. Their scent make me disgusted and my junior won't up no matter what they did, at the end I stop to try fuck anybody. Because not only my mind but my body can't accept another people too, except while I'm in rut.

I never think about it before, but I started to think since I can't be a fuckboy anymore.
Why me and my siblings have 2 days rut while most of my alpha friend only a day?

My papa story might be the answer for it. Because we are dominant alpha, that's why we have 2 days rut. Something about having part of omega genes in our blood make us having longer rut than pureblood.

I feel sick after almost killed someone in my rut 2 years ago, and since then I started a project of "suppressant".

If Kongpob always curious about second gender, I'm always curious about drugs and human body adaptation ability.
Actually I take double degree in my college, but other than my parents, no one know. I take medical too but not full course, I just take what I need, I don't have too waste my time and brain capacity to think out of necessity.
That's why I became the best fighter, I know where to hit to make my opponent surrender without much bruise but have maximum pain.

So far my suppressant development is quite satisfying but it still have some side effects.
I don't have any intention to sell it. I just make it to my personal use.

I never think rut as some kind of torture, I always enjoy my rut since I start getting it. But not now, this last 5 years rut is something that I anxiously wait every year. Before that night my rut is random, but somehow since that boy happen my rut always come at my birthday night. Thanks to that unexpected schedule so me and Lam can make arrangement for that day. But enough, I cant hold it anymore. I have to do something, I don’t want anyone died because I fuck them too hard or became known as rut beast to my ex sex partner. I know Lam never say anything to anyone, he just bring anyone who want to feel my bed skill when my rut comes, and those people have to sign an agreement not to say anything to anyone about anything happen between me and them. And to my surprise, Lam get a lot, I mean it, a lot of people that sign that crazy agreement to be my sex toys, both male and female, but since the first time my crazy rut happen and a hot woman almost die, we think its better to only bring beta male for me.

Why not alpha? They are stronger right?
Yeah alphas are stronger but I cant fuck an alpha, not anymore, everytime I stand too close to any alpha, male or female, no matter how expensive their perfume or cologne, they emit disgusting scent that make me dizzy and uncomfortable.

The only alphas that I can hold the scent is my family, Lam, Park, and some of my best friend. At least beta doesn’t emit pheromones like alpha, even I still feel uncomfortable when im in normal condition, at least I can fuck them without throwing up from their scent.