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"y/n, all am saying is a need some space!! i'm going on tour for fucks sake!!" sam shouted at me. tears were slowly dripping down my cheek and the odd one would fall in my mouth, and all i could taste was the salty bitterness of it.
"sam, i understand but are you breaking up with me?" i said softly whilst looking down. this made sam more mad.
"look, a don't know! alreet? just please leave me alone until am done, a need to make these next shows amazing and a don't need you getting in the way of everything, okay?" he was starting to talk calmly and i just looked up at him. my face was still covered in tears, and my sleeve was damp. i felt worthless. like sam was the only thing in this world that made me feel happier. but all this was going to go away. i felt shit. like my heart was ripped into a thousand tiny pieces and thrown away. shit.
i slowly nodded and just carried on crying. i couldn't do anything else other than cry.
sam looked like he was holding back the tears, but he didn't want to cry.
sam then hugged me and just walked out and left me alone. i jumped on my bed and just cried. for hours. nothing else was going to make me feel happy again. it's all gone. every inch of my happiness has gone. vanished. out of thin air. i'm going to miss having the reason for my happiness around. its gonna suck, but atleast there's something i can look forward to when he comes back, hopefully.