the arts | svt

love song 09

you ever had a what the fuck moment hit you so hard that you rub your eyes?
yeah that was me in that moment

then it hit me. during class minkyung was telling me she was going see the boy who liked her back. and if jun is here with a sappy smile on his face, everything fit into place

they looked..cute?
the visuals were blinding my eyes. they really called me ugly by just existing.

"when."

"how."

"what."

"why."

"which."

"how does which make sense you dumbass."

the boys were now on full interrogation mode with a hint of rage

"tell us everything now."

after beating up jun for not telling us anything, he explained how he liked roa (minkyung) for a while but felt so dejected since she was so popular that he convinced himself that he had no chance with her

but during the weekend, the two had unexpectedly confessed to each other and decided to take it slow so they weren't official yet.

and yes, they made me feel 100 times more lonely

"you guys are so cute." i uwued to myself

"yeah i'm happy for you guys." wonwoo smiled

soonyoung however didn't look as happy
"you guys are making me feel so jealous."

"i love you guys too."
jun slapped his free arm round jihoon's shoulder who seemed to stay awfully quiet.
"but we're off for our first date."
he glanced at minkyung lovingly

"you do know break is only 20 minutes."
jihoon reminded him

he leaned in with a mischievous smirk
"well looks like we're gonna have to skip."

junhui was never the type of guy to be bad student on purpose. he was just naturally playful, forgetful and slow witted which wasn't really the best qualities you need for your teacher to like you.

"junhui you bad boy." soonyoung teased whilst wriggling his eyebrows

"ew don't say that, that's so cringe."
jihoon grimaced

"well have fun on your date guys!" i waved

the almost couple left, hand in hand with their eyes brimming with affection. i could never have been more jealous. i want a relationship like that, if i wasn't so occupied with school work

as soon as they were out of sight, jihoon finally spoke
"i don't like her."

wonwoo sighed. he was probably used to jihoon and his usual confession of dislike of every person

"how can you not like her, she's so sweet."
and pretty, and kind but i held it in

"shes got the crazy eyes."
he shivered just thinking about it