Amour Mystérieux

eleven

VICTORIA'S POV

I'm not impulsive nor am I stupid. So can someone explain to me why the hell I almost just kissed Blake? Oh, and what sends the most is that I still want to kiss him? Gosh, what is my problem? I need to get laid.

Yeah, I'm getting laid.

I pulled out my phone and scrolled through my call list until I got to the name I was looking for. Tristan Walker. I pressed dialed and listened to the phone ring impatiently.

"Victoria? It's been such a long time since you ca-"

I interrupted him, "I'll be over in 5.

Then I hung up, ignoring the weird feeling in my chest.

I pulled into his driveway and waited in the car, he could come get me. Sure, I was being bitchy but when was I not bitchy to be honest. The real reason I was sitting in the car was that I felt guilty and that made me fucking pissed.

Why was I feeling guilty, what even is guilt??

I was pulled out of my thoughts when Tristan knocked on my window with a grin. I got out of my car and allowed him to lead me inside his house.

"I've missed you." He said reaching out to touch my arm. I backed away giving him a look.

"Sorry, I forgot...no touching," Tristan said recoiling his arm and putting them in his pockets.

"Good boy," I said before grabbing his shirt and smashing our lips together.

Our tongues danced together fighting for dominance. I mean sure it felt good but something was off and it had something to do with the fact that I wanted to do this with Blake instead of Tristan.

"Let's take this upstairs." He said linking our lips one my time before taking me to his bedroom.

I gave him a mischievous grin as I grazed his bulge with my hand. He bit his lips to hold back a moan before kissing me back with such ferocity.

His eyes darkened as I pushed him down on the bed straddling him. I bit his lip, grinding our bodies together. Things were starting to get heated as started to pull off his shirt kissing down his neck.

I pushed him away once I felt his hand squeeze my butt.

"I'm sorry, I got excited," Tristan said rubbing the back of his neck.

"No, no it's not that. I-I just have to go." I said, quickly getting up and fixing my clothes.

I can't believe I almost said Blake's name that's disgusting.

"Wait Victoria don't go." He said pleading after me, but I just ignored him as I continued to walk down the stairs.

"I said wait!"

"Excuse me. When I said I have to go I meant it. Get out my way."

"Don't you think you own me an explanation?"

I gave him a humorless laugh, "An explanation?! We are just fucking. Don't forget that."

I moved him out the way and walked towards my car.

Clingy motherfucker.

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"Vic!!! Today was so amazing I went on a date with Edward and he kissed my cheek. I think I'm in love." Bradlee said bursting into my room.

I glanced up from my ice cream and nodded. At least someone had a good day.

"Oh my gosh, you got ice cream. I got to try it for the first time today. When did you get it?" I nodded again, scooping out some of the ice cream with my spoon and it in his mouth to shut him up.