Chapter Eighteen:
( a dursley desperation )▂✫⌒*・゚
SPENCER UNINTENTIONALLY LIED TO her best friend and one who she used to be close to. She did not mean to. In fact, when the young girl told her friends that she 'would do anything it takes to defend herself', she truly meant it. During that time, Spencer was done with Morgana's bullshit. Don't get her wrong... she still is very much done with her, but Spencer does not defend herself with magic. The young Montague was going to, but then she thought about what that could mean for her. If she uses magic, that would get her expelled from Hogwarts and despite everything that happened in her fifth year, it is the safest and only place she can actually call home. There is also the fact that Harry will most likely need support from her and she cannot do that from the misery of her manor.
She feels sick to her stomach. Her eyes are closed, leaning toward the door of her room in exhaustion. How can she describe her time in the manor? In misery, torment, agony, even the word hell is perfect to report her month state in. She is sure the color of her skin has turn even paler— her eyes droopy and bags heavier than a brick. The identities of who had been in the Department of Mysteries has been hidden from society, but it is quite obvious who were involved. Only a certain amount of kids disappeared from Hogwarts that night and Morgana definitely knows that Spencer has something to do with it. As the perfect daughter, she snitched to their parents who both look away from the times when Morgana would find ways to make her suffer.
Not to say that Spencer did not fight back. She did. Sometimes, she still does. No magic is done between any of them and so they resolve into the muggle conflicts of punching or slapping or finding something in the manor to hit each other with. One would assume it is the casual siblings fight, but the two know better. Morgana went far in her ways to find more drugs, weapons, while all Spencer tries to do is dodge it. None of them actually killed one another (though they really do want to) because it is not in their plan to be sent to Azkaban.
Spencer knows her sister only has not done it because it will ruin her plans of becoming one of the greatest dark witches to exist and get immediately sent to Azkaban after one kill. No. Her sister is the sadistic type. She enjoys torture and drives from it... only causing it to one person would not give her enough pleasure. Let us just say that what she does to Spencer is just practice.
There this study that when a threat is being shown or felt, your brain can actually transmit it immediately. It has fast responses that are most likely defensive as well. If the threat moves closer, the periaqueductal gray initiates a flight or fight response which activates the sympathetic nervous system. The beating of one's heart increases, blood flow to muscles raises, and pupils dilate to form a clearer look. When you cannot escape and the threat is close to you, your body freezes in response and slowly this activates the parasympathetic nervous system. The one where muscles get tighten, the breathing of the victim freezes as well.
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𝐄𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐘 ━ blaise zabini ✔️
Fanfictionreally, spencer did not mean to fall for her sister's ex-boyfriend. it just so happens that sometimes fate decides to interfere and correct the wrongs. blaise zabini x female oc ootp-tdh warning, this book consist violence and both physical and em...