Why?

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(Y/n)

I rolled out of bed.

Time?

Too early.

I got up anyways.

Dan was stretched out on the bed in a crooked 'X' shape.

I giggled, and turned the alarm off, right as he groggily woke up.

"Morning, hobbit," I said, cheekily, shuffling with his hair.

"Morning, asshole," he replied, half asleep.

"You know, we have to do another mag. today," I said, referring to the meeting of fans.

"Yay," He said semi-enthusiastically, still tired, but standing up.

"Wanna catch breakfast with the banging bunch?" I giggled.

"Sure, let's embarrass the living hell out of them, yeah?"

"Deal," I said, saluting with two fingers.

We eventually got dressed, me in a black, gray, and white plaid fleece shirt, again, some denim shorts, and black Vans. I pulled my hair up in a high ponytail, leaving some of it down.

I did my makeup, with a light winged eyeliner, some natural eyeshadow, and a bit of mascara to top off my eyes. I put on a almost unnoticeable lipgloss on, and grabbed my purse.

Dan dressed in his famous black and white ring shirt, black skinny jeans, and some white shoes, his hair straightened to his perfection.

"Ready?"

"Ready!"

-

Dan

The meet and greet for today went amazing.

A bunch of YouTubers' phones buzzed and went off.

We all got the same mass email, as well as some other friends without channels.

The email read this:

"Annual gathering of fellow internet people, also known as YouTubers! Bring some friends to this hella swag party at _____! Hosted by Tyler Oakley and his royal kingdom."

(A/n: whoops :3)

We all laughed along as we noticed Tyler giggling hysterically.

"Don't worry about laws, no one will look while you're drinking, young'ns!" He giggled again, "We got permission."

-

"When is it? 7:45?" (Y/n) asked, getting dressed up.

"Yep, it's only six-thirty now, babe."

"Only!? That's barely enough time!" She slid her eyeliner pen onto her waterline.

"Ugh, perfectionist. It's casual, anyway!" I said.

"Pfft, this is basically casual, I'm dressing nice, though!" She said, grabbing a black fitted dress out if her luggage.

"Did you just happen to bring a dress?" I smirked, fixing my jeans' zipper.

"Yup."

-

It was 7:30, (y/n) still not ready.

"Just.. Go ahead and get in a taxi. I'll hail one right after you."

"Really?"

"Yeah, now go!"

I did so, and asked for the woman to wait. However, she refused.

-

(Y/n)

I was only ten minutes late, and the drinking had already began.

Still only nineteen, I refused to drink, no matter the exception.

I pushed through the crowd of familiar faces, and found my boy.

I tapped his shoulder.

"Hey, babe!" He said, turning from a pretty, brown eyed an haired girl he was talking to.

"This is Cat, say hi, (y/n)," he offered, sipping a Bloody Mary.

"Hi," I smiled, plastic.

She grabbed my hand and smiled.

Hm..

(A/N: sorry if you like Cat.. >_< )

"Well, I'm gonna walk around, have fun, baby," I kissed him.

Okay, maybe a little more than that, but no one touches my property-I mean, guy.

I have dibs.

I trudged around.

When will this end?

There were so many buzzed people already.

-

About an hour later, the party raged on.

I tried to find Dan, I was getting tired.

Whoops, anti-social moment..

I walked into a room filled with people.

I saw Phil, Elise, Cat and..

Dan.

There, he sat, all over her.

I backed away, tears in my eyes.

"Dan?" I croaked.

His eyes were a little red.

I couldn't tell if he was drunk or not, but all I knew was that I couldn't take it.

"Hey-hic- (y/n)," he slurred.

When I left, he didn't even bother coming after me.

No happy ending, just me walking, angered.

Heels and purse in hand, I stormed home.

I unlocked the door with the only key, and slammed it shut.

I undressed, and got into the shower.

It steamed, and I knew my makeup was running.

I didn't even know it was possible to cry in the shower, but I guess it is.

I spent only about twenty minutes, but it seemed like forever.

"Why?" I cried silently.

"Why?"

He used me for his needs.

That's all he needed.

And I'd make sure no one did.

Ever again.

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