I'm A Fangirl

Chapter 13

Deanna's POV

I don't know what came into my mind but to carry her. It seems like my instinct to this kind of thing. Seeing her being pushed by that bitch makes me mad. And now this is the only thing I can do. Anong karapatan nyang magmaliit ng tao. Alam kong dati ay ganon din ako pero hindi na mauulit pa iyon.

"Deanna ibaba mo na kase ako." she said and put her two hands on her face, making her really cute.

Did I just said that she's cute?

"Hey, bring your arms in my shoulder." I reminded when I feel like she's slipping off my arms. She did what I say.

"Sabi ko naman kase sayo ibaba mo na ako. Ang bigat ko kaya." she whined like a child. I look at her and that make me feel a tiny tickles in my chest. 'When did i find this girl so cute?' It made our face really close so I divert my sight in front and continue walking. Shit, did I just felt that.

"I don't care." I say nonchalantly. I walk until we reach her door.

"Ibaba mo na ko. Okay na." she said so I put her down but she kind of out balanced so I immediately put my hands on her waist. "Hehe okay na." she said. She go to her closet and get some clothes, struggling a little bit. I bet, she was pushed so hard. Kita kong napapangiwi sya. "Sa tingin ko kailangan mong palitan yang damit mo. Medyo nagkamantsa kase." Sabi nito at pumasok na sa comfort room nya. I go to her closet and find something to wear. I pull a black shirt and put it on. It smelled just like her.

Ugh I'm being creepy.

I got startled when I hear the front door clicked. I immediately sat on Jema's bed seeming like a lost puppy cause I saw Kyla entered the room with a sly smirk on her face.

"What are you looking at?" I asked irritatedly.

"Wala, eto naman. Galit agad." pang-aasar nitong sabi. Hindi ko na sya pinansin at napatingin na lang Jema na kakalabas lang ng banyo.

"Oh, anong ginagawa mo dito?" she asked curiously to Kyla.

"Bakit? Nakakaistorbo ba ako? Di mo naman agad sinabi." she said while smirking.

"Baka gusto mong makatanggap ng isang batok." Jema said rudely.

"Di na nga, may sasabihin kase ako." she hang.

"Ano nga yon?" pikong tanong naman ng isa.

"Init ng ulo."she whispered to herself. Jema looked at her demandingly." Ano kase, wala na tayong klase ngayong hapon. Kaya don muna ako tatambay sa room ng pinsan ko." agad na sabi nito.

"Sasapakin talaga kita eh. Kala ko pinapatawag na ko sa office." she sigh in relief.

"Don't worry bes, parang hindi naman nakarating sa nakatataas ang nangyare." she said to Jema who nodded. "Dito na ko bes, sinabi ko lang talaga yon." she waved her hands and get out of the room.

Jema sat beside me and put her hands in her head.

"Hey, are you okay?" I asked worriedly.

"Oo naman, sumakit lang saglit." she said.

"May I ask why Michelle is so mad at you? Since then I can see the bitterness in her everytime nanakikita ka nya." I asked curiosly.

"Actually, we have our past. I mean, we already knew each noon pa." I looked at her in shock. Am I thinking right? "Dati ko siyang bestfriend, since elementary to 4th year high school." she said that make me sigh in relief. Why am I feeling like this?

"What happened?"

"Meron dapat kaming sleep over non sa bahay namin pero naudlot lahat ng dapat gagawin namin non nung umamin ako sa kanya. Inamin ko na bi ako, Inamin ko din na nagkagusto ako sa kanya pero noon yon, sinabi ko agad para hindi nya ako iwasan kung sakali pero wala. Iniwan nya pa rin ako. She didn't say anything, nag-walk out lang sya at di na nagparamdam sa kin. Nagkita na lang uli kami at dito pa sa school na to. Tas dun na nagsimula ang lahat ng mga pangbubully nya sakin." she said remembering everything. "Alam mo, masaya kami dati. Para kaming si Kyla noon. Magka vibes sa lahat. Ganon, walang awkward moments until that day. Everything changed between us. It hurts that, that confession make her very different from her true self. I miss the old Michelle I know." she wipe the tears streaming on her face.

I didn't know they have past. I thought they ex's but no, I'm wrong. They're best friends. I mean, ex bestfriends.

"It's okay, you have Kyla now." I said. She nodded. "About what she say. Why is she accusing you flirting with me?" I asked. It start bugging me when I heard that from Michelle.

"Hindi ko alam. Siguro akala nya kina-ibigan kita para pagselosin sya. Siguro akala nya gumaganti ako sa kanya. May gusto ako sayo peerro---" bigla syang napatigil ng marealize ang sinabi nya.

"shit." she slipped her tongue.

"What did you just say?" I asked. I can hear my heart beating because of nervousness. "Is it true?" I asked again. I can see the tears streamed quickly on her face.

I'm panicking pero di ko pinapahalata sa kanya. Bakit sya umiiyak, did i do something wrong? I'm a little bit shocked because i thought na ina-idolize na lang ako but I'm wrong. She likes me.

"Bakit? Kapag sinabi ko bang Oo, iiwan mo din ako?" she said and I was stunned at her response. I can see the fear on her eyes. She's worried about my response to her accident confession may I say.

I don't know what to say.

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