Dirty Little Secret| H.S | Harry Styles Fanfiction

Chapter Sixteen

Cara James

'Cara answer your phone.'

'Cara if you don't answer the phone then I'm coming to your house.'

'Cara!'

I sighed at the text messages rapidly coming through my phone before just turning it off. He doesn't get to explain himself to me. He flirted with someone else, he told me I ruin everything, he was in the wrong.

I get to decide if he is allowed to explain himself.

Right now though, I can't see him because I know as soon as I do all my anger will melt away and I'll be in his arms in no time. Looking like a fool once again. There are only so many times I can allow myself to get hurt by him and I think we are past the number now.

But it's not that easy.

My feelings are far too strong, I've never felt this way about anyone before but he brings it out in me. I always have my guard built up so high nobody could break it down- but he has.

I don't know how he does it, we never got on, I've always thought he only seen me as his little sisters friend but now here we are in this unknown territory and I don't know what to do now.

I love Katherine so so much, she's my best friend, she's been there for me through thick and thin.

But I think I might love Harry too. He's gave me that fight back that went missing years ago, he makes me smile and laugh like nobody else.

What are you supposed to do?

What do I do?

Would it be wrong to just run from everything?

"Fuck!"  I groaned as I threw my head back into the pillow below me.  I know I need to text Harry back before he shows up here, my parents are home and they will know something is going on if they see him here.

I turn my phone back on to have an array of notifications hit my phone.

12 missed calls from Harry.

26 unread text messages from Harry.

Fuck.

"Cara!  You have a visitor!"  My mum called snapping my attention to my bedroom door.    Please don't be Harry. 

Please don't be Harry.

I stood to my feet and left my bedroom, slowly walking downstairs to see the front door is shut and nobody is in the hallway.  I do however hear voices coming from the kitchen.

One voice in particular.

"Look who stopped by Lana, what a strange surprise." My mum said with a suspicious glance between us.  My eyes land on Harry in a glare.

"Yeah.  This is a surprise."  I said with annoyance dropping from my voice.  My mum turned to Harry and spoke,

"So what did you do today Harry?"  She asked while raising an eyebrow at him.  Harry looked to me and raised his eyebrows.