𝐦 𝐢 𝐤 𝐫 𝐨 𝐤 𝐨 𝐬 𝐦 𝐨 𝐬 - BTS 8th Member [ UNDER MAJOR EDITING ]

L E A V E ( 4 )

This is the last part of the 'Leave' chapter !
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When Yoongi went back to the dorm, he immediately checked Y/N's room but found no sign of Y/N. He went out of the dorm and towards the elevator where he saw the others. "Yoon-" "hyu-" Yoongi cut them off. "We'll talk later. I need to find Y/N." He said then ran off, without knowing the boys followed him.

He went to her studio straight away and punched in the passcode, since she told him when he would always accompany her. "Jagi?" He entered quietly. There he saw Y/N on her bed hugging her BT21 pillow. "Hey" Yoongi called her sitting down on the bed. "Hyung?" She hiccuped, Yoongi smiled sadly. Y/N instantly went in for a hug. She was sobbing her balls-out, Yoongi rubbing her back. "Shh, it's okay. Let it all out" he comforted her.

"How are you feeling, princess?" Yoongi asked her. She chuckled lightly. "Tired" she simply said, Yoongi fully understanding this is a different kind of tiredness. "I'm sorry you had to go through that, jagi. You don't deserve that. It's over now, Y/N." Yoongi spoke. "Please don't listen to what she told you, princess. I was outside your door. I heard everything. I knew since she joined BigHit, something was off. And I was right." Yoongi admitted.

"You felt off too? I guess I'm not the only one." Yoongi looked at her. "I felt something off with her aura when she came to the dorm. I just felt something wrong, not that I'm being judgmental or whatever." She expounded. Yoongi hugged her tighter. "This is a stupid question, I hate myself for asking this" Yoongi paused. Y/N giggled "it's okay, hyung. Spill" she told him.

"Are you mad at the boys?" He asked looking at her. She shook her head no. "I-I don't know. I-i want to be mad but I know they mean no harm. They did not even know what is happening. But I thought they knew better" She said honestly, fiddling with her fingers. "I think I need time to process everything that happened." She opened.

"Don't worry, princess. We won't. I won't let anything like this happen again." Yoongi kissed her head. "Please don't believe and follow her" he whispered in her ear. She nodded. "I don't have any plans at all, hyung." She smiled at him. "So you won't leave BTS?" His eyes are full of hope. "Erm, I'll think about it" she smiled sheepishly.

Yoongi pouted "You don't have to leave, jagi. If anything it should be her, which I'm sure she did by now. Don't leave BTS. Stay with us. Please." Yoongi begged she looked in his eyes. Suddenly there's a knock on her door. They looked at each other again.

"Come in" she spoke, the lock automatically loosened as the person/people are able to enter. It was the boys. Y/N sat straight. Yoongi draped his arms around the girl protectively and hardened his gaze at the boys. "Hey" she whispered. An awkward silence filled the room. Y/N was fidgeting her fingers.

Namjoon coughed awkwardly as well. "Can we uh, can we talk?" He asked, looking at Y/N. "As a group?" He added. Y/N nodded. "Make yourself comfortable" she said barely heard but was clear enough for the boys to understand.

"I don't know how to actually start uhm" Namjoon chuckled awkwardly, Y/N smiled slightly. "I'm so ashamed of myself. I feel like I failed as a friend, a brother, and a leader. I wasn't able to play my role very well. I. Uhm" Namjoon spoke, guilt evident in his voice.

"Y/N I'm sorry. I'm deeply sorry" Namjoon went towards her and go down on his knees that shocked Y/N. "Joon!" She mumbled. "I'm really really sorry. Please don't go. I'm really really sorry. I wish I could do something to make it up. I don't know if you'll forgive us" Namjoon continues to say sorry. Y/N stood him and herself up. She then hugged Namjoon. "It's okay, hyung." She said rubbing his back.

"Y/N?" Jimin called, lowering his head. She smiled lightly, letting go of Namjoon, who stepped aside. "Mochi" she opened her arms, and immediately, Jimin went in for the hug. "Y/N, I'm really sorry for all the things I've said to you. I wish I listened to you. I wish I believed you. You were right all along." Jimin tightened the hug.

"Please, please don't do anything she told you. Don't believe what she said." Jimin pleaded. "Jimin, it's okay. I won't believe her. It's okay. Stop apologizing." She cupped Jimin's cheeks. Hobi looked at her too.

She motioned for him to come closer. "Shine" Hobi hugged her tightly. "I'm sorry. I lashed out on you before. I don't know what else to say, besides I'm sorry. I should've listened to you. I really hope you can give us another chance." Hobi smiled sadly, letting ho of the hug. "I'm really sorry." He apologized, his eyes glistening. Y/N hugged him again.

"Jagiya." Jin called her. She cupped Hobi's cheeks and wiped his tears. Jin went closer to her and hugged her. No words have been said, they just stayed in the hug as tears rolled down Jin's cheeks.

"I'm. I'm so ashamed." He chuckled. "I'm sorry, jagi. I should be the one to be mature in handling this kind of situation, and be the one to comfort, correct and understand, but I didn't. I feel so guilty that I let you feel that way. I'm sorry for the nights you feel you were alone, the nights you spent crying yourself to sleep." He cried. "I should've been there. I could've. But I wasn't. We weren't." He closed his eyes, placing his fingers, crying so hard.

Y/N hugged him again. "I- I don't want you to leave." Jin cried. "Please don't beat yourself. It's okay." She rubbed his back as the oldest continues to mumble 'I'm sorry'. She then looked at the two maknaes who are both crying.

She let go of Jin's hug and motioned for the two to come near her. They both ran towards her open and welcoming arms. "Oh my gosh. I missed this hug, eomma" Jungkook mumbled. "I missed you, Mimi." Taehyung spoke, finally realizing how they actually missed Y/N and her loving hugs so bad. "We're sorry for the way we acted, jagi. I'm sorry for not believing you. I'm sorry for leaving you at your lowest. We don't deserve to be your friend." Taehyung confessed.

"No shh, Taehyung-ah" Y/N cooed. "You don't say that. You seven are much more deserving being my best friends. Not just friends. You guys are my family." She softly told them.

"I'm sorry, eomma." Jungkook mumbled, hurt evident in his voice as he starts to hiccup from crying. Her hug tightened. "Shhh" she cooed. "Please don't go, eomma. Please don't leave. Don't leave me. Please don't leave us" Jungkook's voice cracked, Y/N's heart broke hearing Jungkook. She let a few tears fall.

"Please stay. Stay here with us. Please don't go. I don't know what I would do. I don't what we would do without you. We are better when you are around" Taehyung said, full on sobbing. "We are nothing without you, please don't go" the seven boys are begging for her to not leave.

"I really want to say that I am truly hurt for what happened. I-i don't know. It's all too much. I don't even know if I will still be able to forgive." She finally said. The boys were saddened when they heard her, but to be fair, it's just right for her to be mad.

She then sat beside Yoongi, who shed a few tears as well, and Jimin on the other side. Jimin automatically clung to Y/N, and play with her hands. "You're not leaving us?" Namjoon asked, hope in his eyes. "You won't leave BTS?" Jin spoke. She shook her head no.

"I'm not leaving BTS. Not anymore. I just need time and space to take all this up. After everything that happened, I know its best if we give each other space." She paused. Taking a deep breath, she started talking again "I will be staying back at my parents' house for a few days. I hope you all will understand why I will do this." She said.

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EDITED: SEPTEMBER 2, 2021

Yeah, it was all dumb the way she easily forgave them after all that dumb things they did.