He touched me in my sleep and pardoned it on alcohol
Accusing consent to have been granted
I felt him groping me shyly
Too drunk and high I tossed everytime he touched me
He pulled off my underwear and I started to sober up
What in the fuckery was this?
Was he gonna do it whilst I'm unconscious?
He slid the condom on and turned me
He entered me with great silence
Everytime I tossed pretending to be asleep he double checked to ensure I was still unconscious
I swallowed back the tears and didn't let a single moan escape
He'd do that to me.
Disbelief flooded my mind
I was unbelievable, he forcefully took off my underwear days prior and penetrated me after a protest of no's
Was I that lonely that I deduced myself to being taken advantage of just to not feel alone?
I didn't stop him because I wanted to catch a pattern when he was about to finish I tossed multiple times as he stopped and pretended to be sleeping besides me
I wanted to catch the lies and the intent
Why is my underwear off? I asked
You were getting hot don't you remember?
Did we Uhm have sex? I dared him to lie
Yes.
But I was sleeping, when? I interrogated
Ahh darling he complained
he double checked to ensure I was passed out, he turned my body to suit his pleasure, he undressed me as I layed there defenseless, double checking
What if I was actually passed out?
He flicked the lights on but the darkness before my eyes remained
He chose to lie
I left and he sold me apologies
I tried to speak but concluded me not stopping him sticks as consent
They called me a liar
And he refused to admit it
I know it eats him cause I see the weight on his shoulders when he sees me
It's cool though I'm just that bitch who tried to ruin his future.
